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RECORD OF A PACIFIST' V _2_ I Kev. John K- White, L Thanks to the hard weather of lost month, I was thrown very Intimately for days indoors with a man who had recovered from that distressing ex perience of many Christians in our so distracted world, which an English doctor-Thomas Phillips-diagnosed in 1915 in England as "a schism in the Christian soul." My friend open-, dd himself up to me about this expe rience, and Hie struggle he had get ting through it. He ts the pastor of a large church, and, as 1 have known him, not the sort of man you would expect to make any sudden chango of position on serious questions, espe cially! questions of conscience. He re lated to mo in clear statement, step by step, how he had beon afflicted In mind over the European war, bitterly distressed seeing Its shadow envelop* America, and how, refusing to make his judgment blind, he faced tho spectres of tho mind and fought his doubts and laid them; and how at length he came clear and is now one of?the most uncompromising promot ers of the war against Germany. ' lt occurred to me that his experience, If told as he told lt. and set down In black and white. would?do good. I thought lt might help some Chris tians, who are Inwardly aloof from the war and yielding perfunctorily to pa tro tic necessity. It might assist them to get themselves free In their souls from the sense of coercion and from misgivings as to moral duty In this conflict which shakes the world. Tt certainly helped me to put my con science ducks In a straight row. It impressed mo also that the thoughtful public, which often sits In ?judgment upon thc conduct of Chris tians without saying anything to em barrass them, must demand, when the war is over, some sort, of apology for the ready asquiesconce or Chris tianity in war. When Christians go in for war-any war in which men hate and kill one another-they are conscious of a departure from the beaten track of their gospel. The man in the street minds lt also. War is never the normal Christian Hiing. lt is not Hie ordinary, the natural logic, of our creed or spirit. From the Sea of Galilee to these blood-soaked seas of ours is a r.ough passage. My friend* had been In that passage and came through. Therefore I ask ed him, when he had leisure, to write out his experience In a condensed form and let mo have it. The manu script is now at hand. I am enclos ing the paper for publication if the .editor agrees Mjlth me that it ls in teresting! reading and a useful con tribution to a live subject. A Yielded Pacifist. I am glad to comply with the re quest you made of mo to write out the experience of last summer, which landed me, with good conscience, in strong support of the American inva sion of Europe against Germany in this war. I was a good Pacifist--Big "P" and every letter italics. I did my best, publicly and privately to help Wood row Wilson keep us out of the Euro pean war; I did my best to help Chas. E. Jefferson keep the war out of us; " I preached sermons, made speeches, sent^artlcles to tho papers, and corresponded with Congressmen, strongly resisting tho military prop aganda in this country. Less Jhan twelve months ago, I recall, I was en gaged in that. I am a pacifist still-a genuine pa cifist, if you will believe me, but a pacifist who secs that American blood alone can secure peace and snlvatlon to the soul of tho nations. You may havo seen ono )of the recent books of H. G. Wells, which he etitlcs, "A Yielded Pacifist." That names me. I have yleided everything to a stupen dous world-moral emergency, which denies me the privilege of choosing my weapons. Therefore I have yicld od my son to go to France, and 74 of my young mon to tho American army and navy; I have hung the big ser vice flag on the front of tho church; I have yielded tho probability that some of our boys will never como ?.back to us. When tho news comes that ono of them has fallen, I will stand in my pulpit, call his name, and say for all: "Well dene, my boy. well done." I havo yielded every influ ence I can control to sustain the President, our Commandor-ln-Ch,iof, and cheer our soldiers and sailors. I have consecrated myself and the peo ple at homo to tho most abject self denial and sacrifico necessary to >\vip tho war, t timi gb the red months lengthen into years. But I havo ar-j rived nt this position through pain ful stages. The Schism of a. Soul. When tho United States was neu tral, tho problem of tho European war, staggering as it was, did not touch mo personally or poignantly, j Nothing was at that timo deeply lm-,, pressivo, oxcopt tho hideousness of | war, and, as I saw lt. tho re-crucifix- j S COtos?lENCE >. 1)., in Anderson Mail.) ion of Christ in Europe on the altar of European militarism. When Amer ica wont in, my perspective narrowed to my feet. 1 was in trouble hoop ing up with Mr. Wilson, who had boen my prophet.. My government had Involved mo In what my cons cience hated. Immediately I con sented to tho greatest temptation of Christians. I tried to translate mili tary philosophy out ot rho words of Jesus, and actually sought ti recon cile "Peace on earth and good will muong men" to strife on earth and hate among men. If that could bo done lt would greatly relieve me. But I could not do lt. It was abund antly obvious that modern was. In Its very nature', ls antagonistic to the sjdrlt of New Testament Christianity. The precarious tenets on which some of my friends were hanging "the sword of Jesus" were for. me pulled down instantly by tho over-weight of tho whole Now Testament bias. When I saw red-hot appeals to the words of Jesus, "Buy a sword, buy a sword," it Impressed me as painfully ns If they had said In the name of the Holy Spirit, "Johnnie, get your gun, get your gun!" All niy effort to con strue the Now Testament into line with war left mo cold. And yet something as deep as my soul rebuked nie. Out of my depths I could hear an Imperious righteous ness crying passionately against the German peril. The cynical contempt for treaty obligations, the savagery in Belgium, the fiendishness in Armenia, tho brutalities in Franco, tho ruthlessness on tho seas, the*con spiracies in America, the pan-German schemes of world-power-these were haunting facts heading up solidly as the Gorman fact, and they pleaded with my conscience incessantly. The visible and larger collisions of (he war became centered'in any heart and toro me./ I was at war within my self- thought war, felt war, even when 1 loved peace and abhorred bloodshed. I was at strife when I longed for brotherhood. My soul was divided, suspended between two vio lent, invisible debaters, bot)* seeming to speak with authority from the throne of God. 1 continued In this unhappy frame for weoks. lilght Conies. The first intimation to my con science of some extraordinary signifi cance of this war, Which might not justify me in applying to lt strictly, as I was doing, the usual standards of judgment Against war, came to me ns Inroad and re-read President Wil son's Arlington address. It impress ed me Intensely-more, in fact, than either of hls^other addresses, which have confirmed tho original sugges tion. He seemed to see something very big and vastly sinister--big enough to challenge the whole world, and sinister enough to curse it. The Bryce report came on, and other con vincing proofs of the inhuman, unna tural character of Germany's spirit. Then tho malign Godlessness of the immoral German philosophers, Nelt schke, Trlestchke and Bernard!, as sumed a logical, creative relation to what Germany was doing and set to do. I began to have the sense of a weird and devilish presence let loose in tho earth, tho forebodings of a monster at hand. This conviction deepened and held fast. Infinite pioral interests were surely at stake in this conflict. I visualized war ris ing from a dark. Empire of Evil darker than Germany, through which lt was venting itself upon mankind. "The rulers of the darkness of this world" took more figurative shape. "The day"-dor tog-1 to which Ger mon officers had for years drunk toasts became the Devil's Day. Now lt had corni-. Every welfare of souls, born and unborn for centuries, stood in jeopardy. This conclusion dawned to the relief of all my perplexities. Whatever was true of other wars, Half Your Living Without Money Cost Wo are all at a danger, point. On tho uso o? good common sonso in our 1018 farm and gardon operations do? ponds prosperity or our "going broke." Even at prosont high prices no ono can plant all or nearly all cotton, buy food and grain at prosent pricos from supply merchant on credit and mako money. Food and grain ls higher in proportion than aro prosont cotton prices. It's a timo above all others to play safo; to produco all possible food, grain and forago supplies on your own acres; to cut down tho store bill. A good* plcco of garden ground, rightly planted, rightly tendod and kept plnntod tho* year round, can bo mndo to pay nearly half your living. It will savo you moro monoy than you mndo on tho host tin co acres of cotton you over grow! Hastings' 1918 Seed Book tolls all about tho right kind of a money sav ing garden and tho vogotnblos to put in it. It tolls about tho farm crops an well and shows you tho clear road to real and rogular farm prosperity, lt's Free. Send for it today to H. 0. HA8TINQS CO., At'nnta, Ga.-Advt. I hore was a war Uko unto Armagod- ' ' don. By its nhturo ana fis identity ? with elemental evil it overleaped all geographical (significance. And I saw , that when Germany conceived and launched its inundation of terror . upon little Belgium, a death grapple ? of the moral universe was on. In this sense, the alignment of Amcri ca was inevitable. Evil could never hope to be more powerfully equipped : for a contemptuous assault upon good. Evil was ripening to burst. I turned with all my heart to take my place In the line-up. Not it llonegudo. A swashbuckler friend of mine, who has wanted war with Germany and Mexico as well, has gibed me for "my vigorous recent activity in our war preparations. Ho said, laughing ly: "You have all the /eal of a reno gado." If 1 have made the Impres sion of a moral somersault, and a complete abandonment of former convictions, tho impression will /ffbt linger long. Por I have to say that I have not reversed a singlo principle of my Christian pacifism. On tho othor hand, singular as lt may bo, I face toward this war against Ger many from the same platform of principle on which I stood two years ago opposing tho efforts to stir up the war fever in this country. 1 am become a war-maker precisely on the grounds which supported my resist ance to the war-makers. What I have yielded ls really worth talking about, because of what I have not yielded and cannot yield. I nm more op posed to war than ever before, lt ls an utterly senseless and loathsome international stupidity, lt is wrong; it is ruinous; it is unworthy of l*c Ings made in the image of God. How, then, can 1 consent in my conscience to this war in Europe? If I had not answered that question, I would not have consented. Of course there arc characteristics of this war not different from other wars; but, viewed in its totality, it is not just a war in the ordinary acceptation of that term, lt ls a moral convulsion; it is a change of front on the part of the universe; lt ls war with all the compounds of malignity, consummat ed in full-brbed ghastliness; lt ls a revelation of war's utmost shame. The defeat of Germany In this war will register humanity's repudiation of all war. Steadily, in repeated dec-i larations of war alms, America ls fo cusing everything into one supreme war aim-the aim to end war. Lord Balfour told President Wilson that every British and French soldier would leave the trenches in 2 1 hours If they could not retain the faith that tiley are fighting and dying to kill i war. Tho deepest battle-cry of al! that hoarse pandemonium in Franc? ls, "Never again ! Never again!" ll ts easy, of ?ourse, to prophesy ac. cording to one's hopes; but this prophecy of America's moral misslor to swing the world against war li very clear to nie. I have Just notleec that Mr. Balfour's latest utterance voices devotion to Woodrow Wilson'! avowal of a League of N'uions, an< that Dr. John Clifford, in his Nev Year's address, speaks with passion ate certainty of the same thing. No, I am not a renegado pacifist;1 would be glad to die mysolf, and hon ored If my son shall die to kill wa in the earth. Jesus Flung His Body In. Tho matter of gravest concern t< mo from the outset was the questlo: of loyalty to Jesus Christ. Over th issue of conscientious obedience her I wrestled long. It would not hav been possible for me to have give sincere sympathy oven to my countr In this war If.-an extraordinary Ugh had not fallen on this problem. Tho light carne, but il did not com through the appeal to tho proof texti of" which I saw so many making precarious convenience. It caine, i fact, not from anything Jesus is rc pbrted to have said or the Apostle had written in the New Testament. 1 carno from what Jesus did at Ca vary. I am convinced as stoutly ns 1 wa at Ibo beginning that the New Testr mont is tho record of a revolado .profoundly antagonistic to the Ide and method of war. Ifs philosophy 1 not reliance on or the use of force Accepting as I do the genuineness < certain expressions, that seem to len comfort to tho "sword," I can dh cover in them nothing that may fe a moment bo weighed ngainst til overwhelming tide of the Now Test? mont passion for forgiveness bf ein mles, arbitration of quarrels and til brotherhood of men and nations.. Nc have I over Interpreted Christ ln.tr terms of weakness or Indulgent to erance of evil. Ills figure has alwaj appealed to mo as staunch and ru? ged, even severe; Ho was a Mrcbrnn of heroism; His aggressiveness, fw>? every human consideration, was foo hardy; He assaulted his ago. But n to a certal?V point Ho fought wit truth only. . Ills weapon was m carnal, though with it Ho domollshc strongholds* and though* at last, i tho crux of thc struggle, He throw i bis body to overbear tho Issue. How, thou, have I been ablo coi sclentiously to find and\follow Jcs? Christ Into this war against Ger many? When the abnormal character of the German menace began to dawn on my mind, 1 was led to consider whether there had over been,* before in history such an omergonco of Sat anism, such a desperate onslaught upon good. 1 inquired of course whether Napoleon Bonaparte had not seemed in his later career to repre sent the Incarnation of Evil. I re called Victor Hugo's solemn Interpre tation of Waterloo: "The divine equity ha,d*reflected. Napoleon both ered God. His fate was decreed." But nothing of the devilish In Napo leon was comparable to the vast moral rebellion of Germany.* He was an individual, obsessed with his per sonal ambitions; Gormany is more than a Kaiser lusting for personal glory. Napoleon occasionally did fiendish deeds, as in tho case of tho Duke of Engheln, and ho professed to repent of it; Germany plans fright fulness, and professes it as a religion -a new sort of righteousness which tho German Goa has ordained. lt appeared to mo that here was an un paralleled moral spectacle of Satanic: empire challenging tho kingdom of God to an Issue--unparalleled, unless -. The Cr.oss of Christ thus loom ed out of my questioning. What does, it mean? I got beneath the surface of events. 1 conceived the spiritual forces arrayed definitely in thc path of Jesus. The Prince of the Air, thc Rulers of the Darkness, tho spiritual wickedness in high places hoarsely disputed with God. I saw the anti christ madly desperate. What did Jesus do? Here tho light fell. Hr went to war! He argued no moro His shrinking and His patience wert ended. Ile (lung himself upon tb< evil hojsts. All nature quivered when Jesus/'wen! over the top." He diet in hattie and in victory. He slew th< evil with His body. Slain Himself He tore down the standards thal waved against Cod. The Fellowship ol' tho Cross. I have often pondered Paul's ex pression abqut "tho world cruciflei at the cross of Christ." lt bocami clear to me now. Thc world-th? evil world-slew Him, but Ile put ai end to Hs high hopes of dominloi over goodness. Tile weakest gooi cnn defy it. Its visible force is sill immense, hut In retreat. Its subject are multitudinous, hut under th judgment of God's doom. So lt ha continued in appearance, hardly sha ken and towering, like Goliath con fronting the armies of the living Got. But the foundation oj its strength i everywhere denied. Now it come again in Germany, but despair j creeping over its heart and the coi sciousness of Its impotence and mil cry will again he confessed in til repentance- of tho German people. .For me, then, to offer myself, m son, my young men and all my com try to resist tho enthronement c that Evil Thing Jn this world, whlc President Wilson has so vividly di? cerned and described, ls for me to fi with Christ. And as I go-batir war as I believe He hated it, loyin peace as I believe He loved it-I a lifted" to tho side of tho great Whi Comrade, "E'en tho' it be a cross th) raises mo." ( ? 1 know? the military men, evVn this country,, who have been irnlm in the German army Ideals, are many of them-moved by the usu military.motives. But America as whole is not. The average man in tl trenches is not there under the hil rious enthusiasm of the drum ai life. I saw the men about to go up< the transport vessol at Hoboken, was the spirit of a sacrifice. Tin stood all potentially dead, the chai pions of a cross. Dimly enough, to 1 sure, the moral issues involved we formulated in their minds; but. tl fact was cutting like a knife at GK hearts that they had a cnp to dril which the world knew not of. ? Yes, I am a Pacifist--big "P" ai every letter Italics, If you please; b fhe Cross of Christ lins Illumined ii way, and I know that the salvation the soul of civilization is crying f American blood. - - CA LOM E Ii SA LIVA T li S AND .MAKES VOL' SIC Acts Like Dynamite on a Sliiggi Liver and Von Dose a Day's Work. There's no reason, why a pers should take Sickening, salivating <u omel when a few cents buys f? lar bottle of Dodson's Liver Tone porfect Substitute for calomel. It is n pleasant, vegetable llqv which will start your liver just an rely as calomel, hut lt does make you sick and cannojt saliv?t? Children and grown folks can tn Dodson's Liver Tone,' because lt perfectly hermie is. Calomel ls .a dangerous drug. ls mercury and attacks your bon Tako a doso of nasty calomel to-d and you AVIH feel weak, sick a nauseated to-morrow. Don't lose day's work. Take a spoonful Dodson's Liver Tone instead and y will wake up loeJlng great. No mi biliousness, constipation, sluggii ness, hoadacho, coated tongue sour stomach.- Your druggist s? if yon don't find Dodson's Liver Tc acts bettor^ tlflap horrlblo. caloi your money is waiting for you.-J __________ t .?r ONK DISSENTING VOICE. ?I? tt???"!'*!"!'*!**!**!*'!*'!'14**I*,>l**?*'>l">I',>*I,,,*?*,?* Keowe?? Courier: If am not very much in .iv* with tho German ruler, lint it is time the real men of tho C. S. A. woko up. It is not worse to kiil the women and children at once, than to starve them to death, as the ll, S. Government allows many of its women and children to do; yea, and tho mell aro allowed ta suffer after hoing robbed. lt allows soldiers to waste many hundreds of pounds of food each month whllo the poor, common peo ple must go without many of the ne cessities of Ufo. Send a secrot agont to tho carfips to watch the garbage barrels; they are not empty. 1 am for tho U. S., but the government ls no so good but that lt might be better, lt is a most unjust parent that will force tho weaker children to bear tho heavier burden; nothing good cnn possibly come of it. Wo aro willing to do our part, but we also know our part should not be more according to om means than that of thc rich-unjust taxeB and postage rates; unjust, ex tortionate food prices-when wo hav< j to buy: under prices when we hav< anything to sell. We nro often reminded that "/ careful house-keeper looks well al'tc tho small details of her household af fairs;" ?mt ls the welfare of the thou sands ol' poor people a SMALL detail Nay, verily. From whence carno on lighting men? -from the rich? Nay verily. Xor do the taxes come fron theme. Wp common people mus sacrillco oiir boys, and everything w possess, while the financially able g comparatively free. Aro they so goo as to be worth tho sacrillco? If the are to bc with us in our good old I S. A., make them help win freedon If they can't fight they should g down into their pockets and pay th others to protect them. v Why does not the United State Government make thom pay AL they are able lo pay? .lust now thc aro no better than the poorest, an have rio right to favors and apecli protection ; and certainly the go ern ment has no right lo make a sp dal gift of $100,000 to any corpon Hon or company while so many hm dreds ol' her common people hm not ?nough to eat and not docei clothes to wear. Why don't tho voters kick, ni keep kicking, for justice and fa dealing? We women are not ve proud of our lethargic, slack-twist*; voters. Do they do thc best th can? 1 don't believe lt. The worn? work and slave to provide for th< families' "Inner-comfort," but do t men, the voters, do tho best th cnn-all they can-to truly protc their famili?^B? I don't believe lt. guess they are all too much afro they will do something, so contc themselves with letting "John-do lt consequently "Liza" has to suffer. Jeanne Hunter. Westminster, S. C., Rt. 1. (Appended) Sundays are almost entless, Mc days are meatless; Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and all ott days are wheatless, oh, my! (This, my tale of woe, lt ls fakeles j all the week cakeless, And all the whole time we hi ! "nary" a pie. My aprons aro "not"-for that I ci not a jot. Hut my dresses are frontlcss, ii almost backless, too; My head it ii hatless, my ribs coming fatioss, And my feet almost without a sh No matter what the weather, price of shoo loather Has gone out of sight-Like flo sugar and meat, Till by my skin I'll swear I dc know what. I'll wear, And, O, good Lord, what will we e My drink has long been sweotl and my stockings real feetles To Uncle Sam I cost not a penny His food-help to me could ride o flea, And of room not take up any. This makes us look older and wi Hut not hate the Kaiser, For of this ho's not to blame not he. Charily should begin here. The U. S. should give tho pear, To her own -starving" children, d you see? (" 'Tis not meet -(or" meat) - take Ibo children's bread and cai to tho dogs." "Lot tho chile FIRST bo red.") If 1 had-a. "five spot," l\\ not gi v dot To tho Red Cross or Y.M.C.A.; I'd hunt the starving tots O Ivo them tho "five spot" Our starving tots of the U. S. A. War hardships will make us w Hut we should not blamo the Ki For what tho V. S. Oovornniont < Don't you fret The Kaiser's poor subjects will 1 / His despotism to spurn, \ud "give it him lu tho nock" Yo? bet! 1 1 don't like the old Kaiser, I don't fear his axes. Hut 1 halo the U. S. Government's many unjust taxes. Tho U. S. is a tino old place to live in, .To buy, and moro especially to "give"' lu, Hut to beg, or.borrow, or to have a man's own lt's tlie very worst hole that ovor was known. Hard-hearted parents aro rightly sont to Jail When too roughly they cuff and abuse us; / Hut Big Uncle Sam goes free-with out hall No matter how unjustly and cruelly ho may uso us. I nm not a sympathizer for the cruet old Kaiser, / . Hut for his poor, abused subjects I am; .Just as they, doubtless, fool sorry for The poor, Ill-used subjects of Undo Sam. Christian religion is lu danger. Thia is truth and not treason. Unman Catholics aro working so oretly, mightily for \vorld rule. Awake, O yo slepccrs, out of sloop. Work and pray that tho Christian re ligion gain Ibo victory over Ro ui antsni, Tho Kaiser ls bad; .Romanism a thousand times worso. PRESIDENT COMMENDS STATE. Meetings Like Tlio.se nt (ireenwoed and Sumter Necessary. David R. Coker, chairman of tho State Council of Defense, last Thurs day received from President Wilson the following tolegram, commending tile meetings held last Monday and Tuesday In Greenwood and Sumter, at which plans wero laid for the bet ter prosecution of war work in this State. Tho telegram follows: "D. R. Cokor, Chairman of State Council of Defense: I congratulate South Carolina upon patriotic^ spirit that has led to this war conference'. From the personal contact among war workers in such meetings there comes an understanding and Inspi ration that will soon bo reflected in a like enthusiasm and unity of pur-y pose among their fellow citizens. It is only by the united and determined efforts of all loyal Americans that this peopfe will win its great fight for fair and honest dealings among tho nations of the world. "Woodrow Wilson." .Socialists Want Peace. Amsterdam, Feb. 21.-Tho Aya trian Socialist party has submitted an Interpellation to Premier von Seyd lor, urging him to accept President Wilson's statement regarding the principles upon which ? general pence can be discussed. Thc Socialists demand that the pre mier take steps immediately to open negotiations between Austria-Hun gary and tho United States. MOTHERS _10 BE Should Read Mr?. MonyhanV Letter Published hy Her Permission. Mitchell, Ind.-"LydiaE. Plnkham's Vegetable Compound helped me so much during tho time I was look ? ng for ward to tho coming of my little one that I am recommending it to other expectant mothers. Bo foro taking it.somedays 1 suffered with neu ralgia so badly that I thought I could not live, but after taking tnrco bottles (of Lydia E. Pink ham's Vogotablo Compound I was en tirely roliovod of neuralgia, 1 had gained in strength and was ablo to go around and do all my housework. My baby when seven months old weighed 19 pounds and I fool better than I nave for a long time. I never had \ariy medicino do mo so much gbod."-Mrs. PEARL MONYHAN, Mitchell, Ind. Good health during maternity is a most important factor to both mother and child, ano many letters have been received by tho Lydia. E. Plnkham Medicino Co., Lynn, Mass., telling of healthrestoredduringthis trying period by tho uso of Lydj? E. Piqkharn^s y ego* tablo Comnoundr ?. * J