The Barnwell people. (Barnwell, S.C.) 1884-1925, May 18, 1899, Image 4
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lAlla to XtoaUad Him of
tor* of Hia <)ol-
" Ttonpora potoplur et apt muUmur
UUa." I am now ia Athena, the
ottj, mad muat quote eome
Latin to be olaaaio, too, and abow that
I have not forgotten my alma mater.
"The timee nave changed and we
ihaage with them,” aald the
atia 2.000 yeara ago, and thin maxim
la more atrIking now than It waa then
i are amre rapid and more
lln college, within
walked
youthful
grown to be a unlreralty
and we old men are straining our
minds to keep up with the new order,
the widening of mental and physical
train lag which la now offered to
TttO cnanges are more rapia am
radical. Old Franklin college,
whose unpretending walls I \
and atadied and expanded my yc
mind, has grown to be n uni'
our
training wh
boya. Tima wan whan we thought that
Dr. Church and Professors lioKay,
Waddell, Leoonte, Jaokeoa, Stevens,
Hull and Nahum wood knew all that
waa worth knowing in this sublunary
world; whaa there wee no higher
honor than to be a Phi Kappa or a
Demoathenlan orator, or to be ohoeen
aaa Junior orator of one of these socle
ties. Time wee when to be in Idre
with a lovely Athens girl was in itself
a liberal education, for they were fair
to look upon, refined in manner* and
fascinating la conversation. There
were only# score or two of them then,
and they had the pick of 160 student*,
young men of tne beet fnmilea oi
Georgia and her sitter State*, and half
a hundred new one* coming in every
year. Just think of It; what a blessing
to girls is the proximity of a male col
lege or a university. But by end by
there comes along a female college in
the earn* town or city and then the
boys have an equal ohanoe.
My vleite to this classic city have
beta (aw and fas between. I do not
suppose there 1* a soul living here now
who-waa here ia 1834, when 1 first saw
ths little embryo city. My parents
and my brother and I stopped over
sight at the old Sledge hotel as we
Journeyed from Boston to Georgia in a
carriage. We went to Boston by see
from Savannah, but came beck all tbe
way by laad ln^ private carriage and
never crossed a railroad. There was
cone to cross. My next visit was
eleven years later, when I came to
enter the sophomore class. Two mules
at tandem pulled our little oar from
Ualon Point forty miles to Athena.
There were common passengers below
end a shore of uncommon ones on top,
for they were college boys, and as auon,
preferred to ride high juat as college
boys do now. With whsl fear and
trembling we went through the ex
amination that ww^to determine our
fate whether we were lirtrn tetMOexjor
only Alien to get fittea. It was a
thrilling sad momenteous ordeal, but
we survived It. What awful majesty
appeared In Dr. Church’s classic
features and In the quick glances of
his dark and piercing eye*. He was
from Neat England, end after he came
South married a sister of our Judge
Trippe, a beautiful woman and the
mother of live of the most beautiful
daughters ever seen in one family.
They were queenly. These yankeo
school teachers ell mated with our
Southern girls and didn’t mind owning
a few negroes any more than so many
horses or oows especially if they came
with the wife’s patrimony. Old Judge
Warren got his that way, but it cut
him off from, his yenkee relations.
Nathaniel Be man was another dis
tinguished yaokee teacher, but wheth
er he became a slave owner or not 1
have not learned. .
My father we* e yankee school
teacher, but didn’t get any slaves by
marriage. He bought some, however,
and that created a coolness among his
Northen kindred. It took those yan-
keee a long time to acquiesce in slavery
unleee they came down South. Old
Bill Seward tried to merry e Putnam
county girl who had about a hundred,
and because she wouldent have him he
went bswk North and raised a howl
abont slavery. Joslah Melggt, another
Connecticut yankee and a grandson of
Return Jonathan Melggs, was the first
president of ihls college and held hU
place for twelve 'years. I think that
be, too. married e Southern girl—a
sister of Governor John Forsyth. Next
came Moses Waddell, an educator of
great ranowt. He married a sister of
John C. Calhoun and educated him
and Legare and Pettigrew and other
notable men before he became presi
dent. After that he had for his pupils
many of the great men of Georgia, in
cluding Stephens, Toombs, Howell
Cobb, Johnson, George Pierce end the
Crawfords. And there were giants In
those days. Some folks say there are
just •• great men now, but there are so
many more of them that they have be
come common and do not-attract so
mnoh attention. Maybe so—yes, maybe
SO. VJN.—
The poet says, H I feel like one who
treads alone some banquet hall de
serted,” and so do I when viewing
these clauio balls and meandering in
the shade of theee classic trees. All of
my preceptors save one hare passed
over the river. All my oollegemates
save perhaps a dostn have followed
them, and If Swedenborg divined the
future State correctly they are going
to school again In another world.
Some of them who were dear to me
have left children or grandchildren
who greet me kindly for their father’s
•ake. Fond memory recalls. the
Churches, Dawsons, Ferrells, Howards
and Boling Stovall, whom I loved, and
there' was the gentle Henry Tlmrod,
who was at lovable as a timid school
girl. How often did we see him brush
ing the dew from off the upland lawn
alone or taking his evening - strolls
Without a companion, but always kind
aad gentle. We little dreamed that
he was even then nursing poetic
thoughts and breathing the sweet har-
' monlesof nature. Poor boy. How did
our hearts bleed for him when long
after we learned of his sufferings and
his sorrows.
Where now are the solid men of
Athens who gave it character and
dignity as they moved among their
le ? Where is Lumpkin and the
the Hulls and Mortons and
? Where the Newtons and
Alton Chase and John W. Burke,
whose marriage I attended? Where
Is Dr. Nathan Hoyt and Dn Reese and
Dr. Crawford Long, the discoverer of
aaeathssia ? Where are all the sweet
girls who jug in the choirs of the
churches and old not vail their faces
from a* a* we sat in the gallery and
feasted upon their beauty r It is said
that a song ontlivss a sermon, and so
sweet girl singers still live In
though the preachers’ eld-
forgotten. ^
ola Bus, the Janitor,
Iff the college bell and kept our
Ud brought os ’possum and
'taters and other luxuries by night
after the tntor* had gone on their
grand rounds and all was quiet on the
Oconee ? Where is Hansel, the baker,
from whom we purchased ice cream or
cakes for our evening walk*, and where
are ail the pretty girls we used to
meet or passed on the way to Gobham?
I remember that It was herd I first
saw and heard Toombs aad Stephen?,
William C. Dawson and the Doughertys
and Bishops Pierce and Elliot and
other eloquent statesmen and dlvlnea.
These men were my Ideals—ply stan
dard of Southern manhood, honor and
intslleot, and It grieves me to believe
that the standard has been lowered
sinoe the dose of the civil war. I am
no pessimist, but It is easy to s«e that
methods and means are tolerated bow
that were not then—methods in the
forum, in the -legislative halls, in
B ditfos, It business and In the pulpit.
ut etlll there Is much good that has
ooma along with the bad and In every
town aad olty and community there
are more good men end women than
Abraham could find In Sodom. Athens
is still the central seat of art and learn
ing, of good morals and good manners,
and the pride of 'our State, and that
citizen Is not to be envied whose love of
• CHAPTER L ,
tub dinnxb or mama
"I have greet news t<St yon, Mary.
Captain Conway has been her*. ”
"Captain Conwayf Tea! And what
did he want, mother f What news did
he bring T”
Mary Hamilton took off her black
straw hat aa ahe spoke and pushed tbe
hair away from her forehead with a
they form only'
population, they
The
arranging plates, setting the tea-
ins straight in tbe saucers, laying
butter knife at an exact angle and
ling away an infinitesimal creese
wmi
to
in the white cloth.
*n|pHto—be made a suggestion
me, if tor,” she began nervously.
"A suggestion I” Mary Hamilton aat
down and eyed her mother expectantly.
"Ton den’t mean that he proposed to
yon. mother!” she exclaimed.
"Something very like it,” replied
Mrs. Hamilton, still keeping herself
very busy with the table,
For a moment there was silence be
tween them. Mary Hamilton sat look
ing with astonishment at her mather.
and et last she spoke
"I suppose it wouldn’t be a had
tWhg in the mere way of money, moth
er,’’.she said slowly. '• "But—tot—oh,
mother, dear, you could never bring
yourself to do it I”
For the first time Mrs. Hamilton
turned and looked straight at her
iter. “My deer child,” ehe ex-
"‘^weery gesture Mr* Hamilton busied
* nd . wh0 " L re 1 ve , r ® n0e t r1 wereelf with the simple tee table, sssidu-
hiatorlc virtue does not gain force as he ..iJL.
ponders upon her history of B-hundred
year* - . /
RACE PROBLEM IN THE SOUTH.
A Northern Preacher Presents StartW
Ing Statistics of Crime by Negroto.
The ** Race Problem in the South,”
was the subject of a lecture by Rev. Dr.
George D. Baker, at the old First
Presbyterian Church, in Philadelphia
a few evenings ago. The array of figures
roduced by Rev. Dr. Baker, setting
>rth tbe crime* oommltteed by col
ored men, created almost a sensation
among the large audience. Dr. Baker
said in part:
It Is both an just and ungeneronSt
to say that the race problem In the
South Is ‘ the negro’s problem,’ or tbe
problem of the Southern people. It is
a national problem, end It is the white
man’s problem. Aside from Uae fact
that we are one nation, so related that
if one member suffer, all the members
suffer with it, we are never-to lose
sight of the fact that for the
of this race problem the North is as
much resuonslble as tbe South.
" The negro came to this country not
of hi* own aooord; he was brought
here against hi* own will, end the drat
State in America to legalize the slave
trade and slavery by legislative act,
and to sedd Out a slave ship, was
Massachusetts. The North has, there
fore no right to roll off upon tbe
South the solution of the race prob
lem.
" It is not to be overlooked that
bile there have been terrible out
breaks of crime and Inhuman modes of
puklshment In the South, there are
some alarming facts with regard to
these negroes in the North, which are
not to be Ignored. * ::: —
In our own State, where the ne
groes form only 2 per cent, of the popo-
etion they furnish 16 per cent, of the
male prisoners ana 34 per cent, of tbe
female criminals. In Chicago, while
i-z per cent, of the
furnish 10 per cent, of
the arrests. The negro population,
constituting about 11 p^r cent, of tbe
entire population of tbe nation, fur
nishes 37 per cent, of all Its murderers,
and 66 per cent, of its female homi
cides, and here is something most ap
palling.
"Tbe rising,generation of negroes
lar outstrips in crime the generation
that is passing off tbo stage. Two-
thirds of the homicides are negroes
under 20 years of age. Now, as a de
fense against this carnival of crime,
lynching has been resorted to, to a
surprising extent. ,
“ Between 1886 and 1890, there were
1655 lynchlngs, against 1040 legal ex
ecutions. -Most of these lynchlngs
were in the South-about 80 per cent.,
and undoubtedly this has been due to
the peculiarly exasperating crimes
against women, committed by negroes
in tbe South. It would seem that this
extent of crime among the negroes,
especially assault, has largely Increas
ed since the abolition of slavery.
‘ The.e are two explanations of it.
First, the'abrupt transition from slav
ery to freedom without any prepara
tion for it, including tbe gift of the
franchise, doubtless gave the negro an
Idea of hboEly, which In reality was
license, ia- the second place, since
the uegruos wore emancipated, the best
people of the South have let them se
verely aloce, so far as doing anything
for their moral uplifting was concerned;
while the bad people, and especially
tbe bad politicians, have cultivated
them extensively.
A MODEL OFFICEB.
The Boston Journal has the follow
ing editorial complimenting an officer
whose ability was recognlzsd during
his stay In Greenville:
A dispatch from Washington an
nounces that Capt. E. M. Weaver, Jr.,
having completed his labors as Chief
Mustering Officer of Massachusetts, is
ordered to his regiment, the First Uni
ted States Artillery.
This closes a service of which Capt.
Weaver may well be proud. Since he
came to Boston, several years ago, as
a First Lieutenant of the Second Ar
tillery, at Fort Warren, he has been a
strong, Inspiring force in the military
life of Boston and the Commonwealth.
Capt. Weaver was first instrumental in
arcusing a wholesome public Interest
In the matter of coast defences—his
Initial paper on this subject, if
we mistake not, was published in
he Journal, and warmly com
mended In these columns. Then
he became instructor of tne First Mas
sachusetts Heavy Artillery, at that
time tbe only volunteer heavyartlllery
command in the United States, and
also military instructor In the Boston
schools. When the war with Spain
broke out, Capt. Weaver was promptly
selected to muster the Massachusetts
volunteers into the national sarvice.
He performed this duty for five regi
ments, with notable tact, precision and
thoroughness, and—then he himself
went away to the Southern camps as
Lieutenant Colonel cf the Fifth Massa
chusetts infantry.
* Capt. Weaver has made a deep im
pression In this State. He has success
fully bridged over the ohaam which
too often separates the regular and the
volunteer.^ He has shown our citlsen
soldiers that the educated offidfer has a
vast amount to teach them, that theirs
is a very serious and dignified profes
sion, and that genuine discipline is not
synonymous with harshness. Capt.
Weaver’s work here Is work trhloh
will endure. Massachusetts owes him
a great debt of gratitude. . ^
' —Governor Ktlerbe is thought to be
improving la health. He is at the old
family home at Sailers.
"You can’t mean Mat you would liks ms
to marry Captain Conway l"
claimed, "yon don’t understand!
There la no question of my marrying
Captain Conway. It is—at least be
never—beside* my devotion to your
poor father’s memory should have kept
yon from jnmping to any such concla J
sion. Captain Conway is a good man,
and any woman might be honored in
marrying him. But my heart is in the
grave, end—and, besides, be did not
propose—be does not propose that I
should consider the question of becom
ing his wife. ”
Mary Hamilton stared open eyed at
her mother. "Deer mother.” she said
gently, "I am tired tonight. Ths chil
dren were very troublesome today, and
tbe rooms seemed, more stuffy then
usnal. I feel confused. Do tell me just
what Captain Conway did suggest to
you.”
Mr* Hamilton began to pour out ths
tea with a vehemence which showed
bow perturbed in mind she wa* "Tour
poor father always said that I was in
judicious in telling new*" she cried
in honest self abasement "I ought to
have seen that you were tired. Here is
your tea. darling. Drink it at once and
have another cup to' go on with. The
truth i* Mary. Captain Cbnwsy has
flurried me till I hardly know whether
I am standing on my head or my heal*
and—and I never gave a thought to
your being tired out with that hateful
school Oh. to think that my daughter
should ever had been a board school
mistress, not one remove from a na
tional school and your father e clergy
man in holy orders 1"
. "My dear mother, do explain your
self. ” said Mary, a fearful sense of com
ing evil gradually overspreading her.
"Oh. my darling,’’cried the older
woman, "it’s all over now—all the
drudgery, all the pinching and the nlp-
pingf I’ve said little or nothing because
you were slaving your youth away in
that horrid, degrading school, but now
I may speak, now I may say how bit
terly and cruelly I have felt U all. ths
humiliation* the—the”—
"Dear, there can be no degradation
or humiliation in honest work,” said
Mary patiently and yet with a dignity
which eat becomingly on her tired
young fee* "And whet do you mean
by its being overt Not sorely that Cap
tain Conway wants to marry me."
"Tee. you I And. oh. my darling, it
has made me so happy, ” Mr* Hamil
ton cried, "almost ddlrloue with hap
piness 1”
"My dear mother, ” cried Mary, bolt
ing a piece of bread and butter with
what was almost a convulsion, "you
can’t mean that you would like me to
marry Captain Conway I”
"Why not t” asked the mother blank
ly
"I couldn’t do itl" declared the girl
stoutly.
Mr* Hamilton's
“Couldn’t
"Couldn’t do it!”
voice rose almost to s
do it! Why, dear heaven, surely von
would never dream of flying in the face
of Providence by refusing bin I"
"Certaini/ I would I”
"Be Is rich l” cried Man
"He is (fid enough to be my father."
said Mary. "And Idoubtlf hetorkh."
. "Captain of one of the largest
ships afloat,
"fee is exceedingly well offT He
provide for yon adeqt
excellent poeftion”—
"I don't—couldn't
hitn!” Mary burst out
"Perhaps not; tot you
him!" cried tbe mother.
"I don't know that I should even do
that much.” Mary
suddenly clasped
looked appealingly et
you understand why I cannot do this
thing T Have you been so unhappy in
our little borne that you went to sell
me to the first bidder? I've been so
contented in working for you. Has it
all been for nothing?”
"Working for me!” Mr* Hamilton
exclaimed indignantly. "Working for
m* indeed I And what have I done all
theee years! Look at my hand* work-
ad to the bon* cooking, scrubbing,
sewing, contriving, making my own
hits "of clothes end never a place to
show them in in this desolate wilder
ness of bricks and mortar I No one to
associate with, living a pensioner on
your bounty, without pleupre* inter
ests or change of any kindr' And then
to have your work thrown in my teeth,
indeed I”
“Oh. mother I"
"It's all very well to say, ‘Oh, moth
er!’ But I’m speaking the truth. All
theee years I have struggled end striven
for you. And now, when you have a
chance of letting me end my days in
peace, you turn up your nose at a man
whom any woman might be honored by
marrying. ”
"You married for love yourself,”
said Mary in e very low vole*
Mr* Hamilton caught up the words
and echoed them in the high pitched,
querulous acceuteof a thoroughly selfish
and superficial person. "Married for
lev*’’ she echoed shrilly. “Ye* end
what did love ever do for me? I mar
ried for love, married on £80 a year,
drudged on it, slaved, toiled, almost
starved on it Don’t talk to me about
marrying for lev* Mary—love in a cot
tage is a will-o’-the-wisp that leads
many people astray, and your poor fa
ther and I were among the number.
Wes it natural right, proper, that he
should die at 86, a wornoat, prema
turely old men, leaving me helplea*
homeless, penniless, to struggle on as
beet I could, to drag you up as best I
could T That was what marrying for
love did for him, poor fellow I He never
would owfi it. He died with bis hand in
mine—hia last words ‘The Lord will
provide’—and now when provision has
come it ia only to be rejected.”
Mary Hamilton aat still while this
inconsequent torrent of recollection and
vexation poured from her mother's lip*
At tbe vision of tbe red faced, burly,
bluff sailor being regarded as a provision
sent by tbe Lbrd to take her from an
independent life of honeet work to one
of degrading idleneoe, she almost laugh
ed aloud, but she resolutely choked
down tbe inclination and spoke quietly
and reasonably to tbe excited woman
on tbe other aide of tbe tabl*
"Dear mother,” she said gently,
"cannot you for my sake endure this
life a little longer! After midsummer
we shall be better off. Even now w*
can well afford to have a woman in to
do the rougher work—it baa always
been for you to decide bow the money
shall be spent. For my sake, dear?" -
"And why not for mins?” asked tbe
mother fiercely. “Listen I He has laid
ell his plana before m* You will have
a charming house end garden, e couple
of good maidservant* a handsome
housekeeping pure* an ample allowance
for your dress and pocket money. There
will always be room for me—I am to
live with you—to give the benefit of
my advice, my experience in house
keeping and all ouch thing* You will
have os much society as you care to
take—there will be no anxiety, no
thinking about the rent or bow to get
•even days’ dinners out of a certain
aum. You will have”—
_!‘Oh, d?u’t, mother; please don’t I”
tbe girl cried. "I know ell theee things
ere s temptation to you, poor deer. It
must be to you just liks opening a
prison door and seeing a lovely view
over which you may walk forever on
one condition. But tbe condition, deer
mother, the condition I Think I It is
that of reaching the fair pathways over
your own child’s body. Oh, won*
worse—over her very soul I It means
the sacrifice of all that ia tort in your
child’s Ilfs—the giving up of her free
dom. her honor, her ambition, of all her
better self. Don’t ask me to do it, deer.
Pray, pray don’t l will work—oh, how
I will workl How thankfully and grate
fully 1 will bring you every farthing
that I make, so that vou may be more
content, lees straitened. Mother, dear,
speak for me 1 For my father's sak* say
that you won’t urge this upon m*”
But tbe words of appeal glowing,
lobat* heartful as they war*
iled to touch the shallow nature of
tbe women who In her day had marxied
for love end bed found the dinner of
herbs turn to dust and tabes between
her teeth. She rested bar bead dejected
ly upon her hand end gave several long
drawn sighs of misery, calculated to
move the heart of a aton*«.
"Dear mother 1” murmured Mary
from the other side of the tabl*
But Mr* Hamilton abook tor bead
resolutely. "No, Mary, It’s no use your
‘Dear mother I' It’s worth noth-
saylag
teg; H
nothing.
i Coa
you many Captain
Fve no wish to do aa
I can’t make
onwev; Indeed,
I can’t make you
see what la beat for you, although you
might trust your own mother to give
you good advice on such a subject I
can do nothing tot bear my disappoint
ment with resignation and fortitude.
After all it la only pne more bitter pill
to awallow, one more drop of bitterness
In my cup of humiliation sad self aacrl-
fle* I’D my nothing more, Mary, only
—only—doot prate to me about love
and devotion. I've proved the value of
both today. And. after all my struggles
to give you tbe beet of education, it's
hard, it’s heartbreaking.”
A sodden thought flashed across Mary
Hamilton's mind of osrtaln clerical
ebaritifla which had from ibe time of
tor father’s death provided her mother
with the wherewithal of living, of the
grant institution wherein ehe tod re-
xaother and becanaa of the poflltlon In
Ufa which bar father tod occupied, tot
ehe said nothing; ehe felt that it would
be ueelma
"So-toy dream end*” said Mr*
Hamilton bitterly. "It mys somewhere
ia tbe Btol* ‘Her children shall rim*up
and calTbsr tiaassd.’ It's a fallacy,
nowadays et least ; for veneration for
parents has gone out of fashion.”
Mew Hamilton eat back In her chair
wondering whether it would to toff to
let the storm peas in si lanes or
Mr* Hamilton got up from
and went blindly toward tbe door. I
my blindly because she went stambffag-
ly and groped her way like a p—on
whom eyes were full of teem There
war* however, no teen in tor aye*
tat a strange sightleeniee* as If ehe
had suddenly walked into a heavy see
fog. Then at the door ahe stumbled,and
fell not the sharp fell of e person trip
ping by accident, but the huddled Q P
dropping to tbe ground of one unable
any longer to keep her feet.
Mary sprang from her seat with a
cry. "Mother—mother—yon ere ilH"
she buret out.
The answer came thick and indis
tinct "Dying, dying I You have—kill
ed—mel” - '
The girl tried to lift the prostrate
woman, but found herself power lea*
She sank upon he? knees in an agony
of apprehension.
"No—no—mother; don’t say that I
Let me help you—only try to get up!
I'll do anything to please you—mother
—mother 1”
CHAPTER U
Dome in a mokimt.
When Mary Hamilton found that her
mother had slipped into utter uncon-
sdousnea* she ran to them nearest
begged them to come ih
ier. 'B* l hsr mother waa with
no little dlfficaltytlfted from the ground
end carried up to heb. bedroom, end •
doctor was quickly sent for. His flat
was given without the smallest hesita
tion. “It's a stroke, ’ ’ he aald, "tot it
might have been much worm; for in
stance, if it had been on the other side
it would probably have proved fatal al
most Immediately. Aa it 1* with car*
your mother will probably recover and
be quite or very nearly herself again. ”
With car*! Mary HamiHon’a heart
went down to zero as she heard tbe two
little simple words which, give hope to
some anxious watchers of tbe sick, but
which open out endless possibilities of
unattainable needs to those who are
poorly placed in the world. In her case
it meant having an'experienced person
to tend her mother by day and night
alike, for, be the circumstances of Ilfs
what they won id, her work must go on
just the same. With the best intentions
in tbe world she could, not to in two
places at one* Yet, bow was ahe to af
ford skilled attendance for her mother?
It waa • terrible question to answer.
At this point the advantages of tbe
alliance which the sick woman had been
pressing upon her daughter came promi
nently into view. During tbe course of
tbe evening Captain Conway arrived,
eager and anxious as to hia answer,
only to be met with the mournful news
that Mr* Hamilton had been seised
with s ' paralytic stroke end was still
unconscious. His first words were •
suggestion. "You will went a nun*”
“I shall want aosne one to look after
my mother while ,1 am away at my
tofeto. "Ql, mottorl Dqy't oMyed tor education tamjjl oast to tor
"I Can’t 1st yon,” began Mary.
work,” Mery admitted. "For tonight
Mr* Robinson has kindly promised to
stay with m* and tomorrow I must
find some nice, respectable person"—
"I will send in a proper nuxss at
one*” said tbe sailor, sptoktng la
rough but kindly accent* ‘‘Skilled
nursing la half the battle in such cases
as theee. I never did believe la make-
shift nursing. It's the very—the vary
mischief." He had been going to aae
another word, tot changed It oni aL
deference to Miry with a very percep
tible effort over the substitution.
"I can’t let you.” began Mary, at
which he put up hie hand imperatively.
"Now, Miss Mery, none of that, if
yon pleas* I'm yovr Mend, aad
friends are allowed to make themselves
useful to one another in timee of trou
ble all the world over. 1*11 take It ell
on myself and win qpcount to your
mother for the liberty l‘m taking when
she's well enough to discuss such
thing* 8o now 1*11 to off and will send
in e suitable nurse at one* Good by I
flood bless you, my dear I”
- He roughly pressed her hand and was
gone in s moment, leaving her stand
ing looking desolately after him. She
shuddered as ehe thought of him aa her
possible, nay probable, husband; he was
so bluff and burly and grixsled, so loud
of voice, so red of face, so dominant
He jarred upon every fiber of her being.
Brft it was useless to fight longer against
fate, even in tbe person of a man who
was utterly end entirely distasteful to
her. She bad struggled with ell her
might against the sacrifice^! her soul’s
tost instinct*, tat to no purpose. The
threads ware drawing closer end closer
•round tor, and if her mother recovered
and still demanded the complete sacri
fice of herself against which sto tod so
passionately fought she had given hat
word and must carry it through to the
very end.
Before a couple of hours tod gone by
a white capped none In dainty uniform
tod arrived at the little boom and tod
installed herself in charge of the caa*
end when Mery got home from tor work
thq following afternoon lb* Hamilton
pronounced to be vastly improved.
Her first mumbled words were as a
death knell to Mary’s heart "You—
psonriaed,” she said thickly. ^
"Ye* yea; I have not forgotten,”
Mary said hurriedly; "Don't think of
that, dear; only get well and I will do
of
toss to hide U. to.
to—to go on living tto life as toe had
anything you lik* ”
The sicl
sick women gave a murmur of
satisfaction and closed tor eyes again.
Mary turned away end went to the
window, where she stood looking out
trying to keep herself under control
Her face was whits and sat, tor hands
shaking and cold. So tor mother bad
not forgotten; the sacrifice would have
to to made and she must at no distent
time eel! herself into a slavery which
would be a living horror. And this was
t)M ubA of all tor toil of all her am
bition* at all her brilliant hopes and
vivid dream Inga I Small wonder that
tor heart seemed aa If it had turned to
water within her; that her soul seemed
numb end dead, as if she had lost herself
in k deep and treacherous morass from
which she could never be extricated, try
and struggle as she* would.
I need not dwell upon this pert of
Mery Hamilton’s story. Tbe hot and
dusty summer days dragged drearily by,
each one bringing the Inevitable nearer
end nearer. Mr* Hamilton slowly im
proved in health. Mary went to and fro
to her work, the white capped nurse re
mained in attendance, and Captain
Con wav hovered around the little house
hold like a good angel an angel with a
red, weather beaten face and with a
very large circumference. <
The end came ell td^poou. He spoke
to her one evening, told "her hia hopes
and fears—a great many hopes it ffiust
be owned and a very few fears it muft
be confessed. And Mary told him hon
estly that she had never thought of him
before her mother’s illness as a possible
husband, told him she had never thought
of marrying him or any one ele*.thank-
ed him, with tears in her gray eyes, for
his goodness to her mother and promis
ed that if he wonld not expect too much
of her she would do her best to be •
good and faithfnl wife to him.
Captain Conway’s answer was char-
acteristic of the man. He told her with
all tbe assurance and confidence of an
Adonis 20- years his junior that be
was perfectly satisfied with her prom
isee ; that he wonld teach her to love
him when once she was really his own.
Mary ebnddered. but allowed the
mark to pass in silenc* and, if tbe
whole truth be told, let an in
prayer escape her heart that some tmm
derboit might fall and strike her before
that terrible day dawned.
Such prayer* however, are meetly
futil* Mary’s wedding day dawned all
too soon, and the warning, ‘‘Be not
afraid with any amazement.” rang out
over tbe beads of an ashen pale bride,
who had steadfastly and resolutely re
fused to allow herself to be decked in
bridal attire; a rather nervous and rubi
cund bridegroom, j?bo dropped the ring
and mumbled bia vowa defiantly after
the officiating minister; a mahogany
faced groomsman and a frail elderly
lady in a mauve silk who leaned upon
the arm of a tall young woman in
nurse's uniform.
So the sacrifice waa completed I To
Mary Hamiltoc, Mary Conway by then,
it passed like a hideona dream, only
there was no awakening.
“My darling child I” cried tor moth
er enthusiastically. "I am ao happy!
My dear child!”
"I am glad, mother,” Mary whisper
ed back and wondered the while if God
would ever forgive her for the false
vows she had plighted, tbe outrage she
had done to herself, for being, tbe living
lie that she we*
And then began a life which waa an
hourly, daily torture and martyrdom.
Tbe husband waa quick to see that he
had made the gravest of all mistake*
that he bad bought tbe casket, but
could not possess himself of the jewel
within, to realise that hia wife was
hi* but that her heart waa miles end
miles ewey and would never be hi*
even though he were to live for a thou
sand year* He waa quick to learn that
he wonld never be the master to teach
this particular pupil to conjugate the
verb to love, and r the knowledge, coming
upon hia passionate love and admiration
for her, was as oil poured upon a fierce
flam*
How can 1 describe thoee few weeks
which passed between ths marriage and
Captain Conway’s first departure on a
voyage to tbe other aide at tbe world?
They were hideous I Mary, who had
toes awakened els* was possessed of
only one desire—to hide the truth from
the mother for whose sake she had sold
herself, to hide from her the knowledge
which bed eome to her all too surely
that the genial, bluff, jovial sailor, with
hie frank, hearty ways and his open
handed generosity, waa in reality of *
coarse and calculating nature, which
had taken count of every farthing that
lie had expended and who looked to
have payment and interest for every
•ingle coin, to hide from her that bis
geniality too often meant drink, and
that his frank bluffnees was merely the
cover for a vindicative and passionate
temper; to hide from her, in short, all
that he really and truly was.
It waa not until within a few days
of the time fixed for the Bailing of Cap
tain Qttway’a ship that there was ac
tually any open disagreement between
them, and even then the fall measure
of her humiliation and misery came
upon her like a thunderclap. It happen
ed that Captain Conway had been ex
plaining to her how she mast manage
about money daring bis absence. “The
rent tt paid,” be said.—"And you can
draw £10 a week, which ought to cover
the bare expenses. If yon fall short at
the end of tbe month when the wages
are due— Are you listening, Mary?"
be broke off in a voice of thunder.
"Yes, Edward, of course I.am listen
ing,” said Mary with a violent start
"Then what do yon want to look like
that toil Do yon want, to make me-
thlnk you’re pining because I am go
ing? Bah! You're enough to sicken a
man, you white faced cat”
The girl’s first inatinot was to start
to her feet. Her fingers almost without
tor own will clinched themselves to
gether. her cheeks were aa red as peo
nies until In her anger at such an In-
salt they faded - to tbe paleneas of
death. Then ehe remembered her moth
er, the frail weak, feeble aoul who per
is calling GKptain Quo way her
bqy and in attributing to him
noble and generoua attribute that
'Edward, don’t say that 1” the began
craaly. "Yon will frighten my
mother." :
."And if I dot” to cried roughly.
"It’s always mother her* mother ttor*
What do I cere whether she’s frightsn-
ed or not?”
"Yon frighten mel” Mary gasped,
and in truth she Was shaking in every
limb, shaking like an aspen leaf in *
l
"I’m glad of that It's a relief to
find I can make you fed something.
Whet did yon merry me for?”
“YOu wentedme to marry yon,’'toe
said unsteadily.
"I wanted you! I—I— Ye* and yon
laid yourself out to please me"—
"My God. not” toe cried sharply,
forgetting for a moment her policy of
'conciliation. And then—I don’t lift to
write It; I don’t like to think at it—
then there was a blow—a fall—and
dead sileno* only broken by the deep
drawn, gasping sobs of an outraged and
broken hearted woman. ^
’ For • moment be aald nothing. Then
be seemed to pull himself together, and
be put out his hand to help her. "I
didn’t, mean to do that,” he mid
shamefacedly. "I ought no* to have
done it You drew it on youraeK. Mary,
but I’m sorry. Kiss me u»d be friendn ”
She put hie hand aside end ram to
tor feet without eld, and there they
stood fading each other, he flashed end ^
ashamed, she with the mark of hie hand ’
upon her face.
a
"You struok met" toe
fepr-wbole face and being!
'From a passive martyr she tod become
accusing spirit “You—etrnok—\
Tto words hissed ont like whips g
'^iCtting through the air. The man I
shrank a little as be heard.
"I fon
•al
to to
forgot myself," he
"I admit 1* I
friend*”
Tbe girl’s gray
him and seemed to look into
soul "You told me you wonld
me to love yao." ahe aald with
•corn. “Your way ia rough ark
I congratulate yon upon your
"Mary,” to toxstout ’"Yon
did care—you’ve chested me”—
“Care—I?” she echoed. "Yon
strong for a men—I am i
for a girl for eU my Bis
•d in sitting, -jt a desk Yon toto kill
me if yon Bk* I daresay yen vrift and
I shall not mind, for at IflpStlt will
take me out of thi* fertM afig tote I
will toll you one thing, ll
myself for not,caring,
ceased to ranroieh ttyelf. for
loathed yon. New, with all
thank God for 11"
.r”
—Nikola Test* the inventor, is a fir
believer la the efficacy of sleep. He
•eye: "I believe that a man might
live two hundred years if he eould
sleep most of the time. That is the
way negroes live to snoh aa advaaoed
aie,—because they sleep so much.”
^ Tto
| to escape from prison he
doesn’t atop to argue about
it; he breaks ont as (prickly
i ss ever he can. He. Knows
I that every moment’s delay
, may lessen his chances of ss-
| cape; but when a man ia sifk
he too often po stpooessMs
opportanity of getting wall
, and says: "O, perhaps I’ll
i he better next wuez* at
‘"neat month.”
The weeks and
on and every day his
I ef aacaping from the d
Lcae toevenr man i
| who is tutoring from any
| form of weakness or disease
due to Imperfect nutrition.
! This marveions “Discovery’’
‘"OKS
1th. It gives
solid ‘
tcnlar strength,
*y
fully.
Mr Frank a. Starts, of PsyrttevtUs, Fayette
Caracas, writes In a letter fo.Dr. Pterss: "ft
afibras me pleasure to testify to the remarkable
- _ „ to the reamrkaMe
five power of I>r. Pierce’s Colden Medical
I was severely iflUctcd with trouble
img*-^spitting ap blood, and
I was unable to continue nfy s
several remedies which gavs-me
curative p
Discovery.
In my luni
I had commenced to thlSk then was aS
hope for mgv hr. Pierce’s OoMea Medical Dis
covery was recommended to me SO I tried ft and
m to improve at ones, aad was soon able to
«. I consider ft a wonderful mcdl-
Bvery man who wants to save doctor's
bills should send at one-cent stamps, the
cost of mailing only, to Dr. R. V. Merc*
Buffalo, N. Y., for a copy of hia looopage
Illustrated book,”Common Sense Medical
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