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Written for the Yorkville Enquirer.
JOHN'S WIFE.
BY E. VICTORIA IOMAX.
CHAPTER XXII.
After breakfast, nest morning, Nellie and
Mary came directly to my room to give me an
account of the wedding.
"What do vou think, Mattie? Henrietta
Lewis kissed John !" were the first words I
heard from Nellie. "It is a fact, indeed," she
continued, "and you never saw a man stand
it better than he did."
"Oh! Nellie, how can you say so? You
know he looked as if he would have given
anything not to have been there. I cannot
imagine the cause of Henrietta's attentions to
John last night."
"It was not from any feeling of affection,
you may rest assured," said Nellie ; "I never
see her with that loving look on her face, but
I know mischief is brewing somewhere."
"How did the bride look ? Was she dressed
r
becomingly ?" I asked.
"I think she looked better than I ever saw
her," said Mary.
"And the groom ?"
"Something seemed to have gone wrong
with cousin Richard ; he did not appear so
happy as I think he ought to have been, considering
the occasion."
"How entirely wc differ in our opiniou,
Mary," said Nellie ; "now I think he was in
remarkably fine spirits, 'considering the occasion.'
I am sure if I had just been married
to Henrietta Lewis, the expression of my
countenance and my feelings would have been
decidedly Jacobinical, (if I may be allowed
to use that term,) whereas he only looked as
if his boots were too tight, or his collar did
not set exactly right."
"Ymi ftrfl a little too severe toward your
cousin Richard and his wife, Nell," said I.
"But here comes John; perhaps he can tell us
the cause of the bride's apparent devotion to
him last night."
"She was talking on business most of the
time," said John. "She is a good friend of
mine, Nellie, whatever you may think of her.
She'did me a great service last night."
We all looked up in astonishment on hearing
this speech. John took no notice of the
impression his remark had made, but left the
room hurriedly, as if to avoid the necessity of
saying anything further on the subject.
"What do you suppose John means ?" said
Nellie, after we had somewhat recovered from
our surprise. "If I were in your place, Mary,
I would go sfter him and make him tell; but
I hear the 'dulcet tones of the infant phenomenon,'
so I must leave you."
Mary came to the side of my lounge, and
throwing herself on her knees, burst into tears.
I kuew then the same idea had flashed through
our minds; the service Henrietta had rendered
John was to show him those letters! Mary !
was so much overcome that I thought it best
to let her "have her cry out," as we say of
little children, before discussing the matter.
She soon recovered her composure, however,
and said?
'"Now Mattie, what must I do ?"
"I should go directly to him, my darling,
and tell him everything?he cannot doubt you
then."
"Doubt me! what do you mean ? Those
letters were all written long before I saw
John."
"Perhaps he does not know this. It is au
awful thing for a man to have cause to suspect
that his wife does not love him. I think
it would take the strongest proofs to make
John doubt your affection, even for a moment."
"But if he saw the letters, he must have noticed
the dates of them."
"The dates may have been altered."
"Oh ! Mattie, do you think any one could
act so dishonorably as that ?"
"Yes, I know it." And then I told her what
had occurred during my last interview with
Henrietta, and added : "I thought the letters
had been destroyed, or I should have told
John and yourself about them then."
"I wish you had ! How can he believe me,
when he thinks he hast seen in my handwriting
professions of love for some other person ?"
"Never mind what he has seen; he ought to
believe you, Mary. If you prefer it, I will
send for him, and tell him all I know ; but it
would be better for you to do this yourself, I
think. It is your duty to clear yourself from
this charge, Mary."
She remained silent for several moments,
aud then a look of calm resolution came over
her face, as she said?
"Yes, I know I ought to go to hira ; but if he
does not believe me, I think it will kill me."
"He will believe you, darling," said I, kissing
her still pale face. I murmured a prayer
that all doubtand suspicion might be removed
forever; and love?such as I knew it to be?
might be theirs for the future.
While I was yet lying there! Nellie came
in, bringing with her my little namesake, and
also a letter. She said?
"Mattie, will you let the baby stay with
you for a little while ? Harry has sent for
me. She is so good that I know she will not
disturb you while you are rending your letter."
"Certainly I will take care of her, Nell;
ray letter can bear keeping. You need have
no fear that I will neglect ray important duties
as nurse for the pleasure of reading a few
lines from a friend."
"Not if that friend is Owen Morris?" said
Nellie, with a meaning glance; hut before I
could reply, she placed the baby in ray arras,
and left the room.
My heart was very light, though I did not
know the contents of that letter. I felt that
he had written he would soon be with me; and
I believe the pleasant anticipations and daydreams
were almost as charming as the future
realization proved to be. It was sometime before
I could quiet little Mattie sufficiently for
me to read. She was in the habit of having
a romp and play whenever she came to see
me, and did not understand why it was to be
denied her that morning.
At length I was rewarded. The tender,
blue eyes became less and less bright; the tiny
hands and feet were still; the little head, with
its wealth of golden curls, rested on my shoulder?and
my darling was asleep! I opened
my letter, and read as follows:
"Dear Mattie:?I regret that I have not been
able to acknowledge, before this, the receipt of
your last letter, containing your mother's will.
I rejoieu with you that it has been found, and
think wo need have no further cause for uneasiness,
so far as the machinations of that man,
Walker, are concerned. Your letter found me I
i suffering from a violent attack Of illness, which
I must be my excuse for not having replied to it :
sooner. I nave been pronounced convalescent by i
my physician this morning, and I take advantage i
of'it to write to you.
I hope it is not necessary for me to say to you '
that I will come to Elmwood as soon as'l am al- j
lowed to travel. You must know how anxious I I
, am to see you, even though you do tell me I must |
not expect to have my fondest wishes realized, j
And you, too, have Vieen sick and sorrowful ! j
Oh! darling, when I think of all you must have !
suffered within the last few months, my heart ,
yearns more than ever, to give you that rest and ;
{'protection which I know you would find in my |
ove. I shall never doubt your love for me again. 1
I see that it has been mine all along, and that it
was only a mistaken sense of duty 011 your part, j
that, sonaratcd us in the 'ohlen time.'
! "But I freelv forgive you for all that is past, if
you will, for the future, do away with such fancies,
ami let me say wherein your duty lies.
Surely, no one will be more capable of deciding
this than myself; for, like Jacob of old, I have
nearly served my fourteen .years, and they have
been to me, as they seemed to him?'but a few
days for the love he had to her.' But they are
over now, and there is no reason why you cannot
be mine. At any rate, you will not object to my
relieving the tedium of my sick-room with pleasant
anticipations for the future.
"I hope soon to heftr that you have recovered
from your indisposition, and now, that vour mind
is at ease on the subject of the Elmwoocf property,
you may have no further cause for anxiety. I
shall write again before I leave. May God bless
and keep you, my darling! As ever, yours,
Owen Morris."
CHAPTER XXIII.
The day wore slowly away, and still I heard
nothing from John and Mary. She did not
come into my room after dinner, as usual;
and on inquiring after her, Nellie told me she
was suffering from a headache. I longed to
go up and comfort the child, but I was not
able to leave ray room. All I could do was
to try to wait patiently. It was about twilight
when I heard her step approaching ray
door.
"Are you awake, Mattie'?" she asked.
"Yes; come in. I was sorry to hear you
had such a severe headache?is it better ?"
"Oh! Mattie, it is not my head?it is my
heart that is aching now."
"Have you told John about those letters?"
"Yes; but I see that he does not believe
me. I don't know what Henrietta could have
told him, though she seems to have proved to
his satisfaction all that she said."
"But he does not doubt your affection for
him now ?"
"No; he says that he believes I love him,
but having deceived him, he can never have
the same confidence in rne again."
"Did you tell him all that occurred between
? ~ on/1 WAllMolf
your UUUOIU lUUIiaiu auu jv/uiovit
"No; I only told him I knew Henrietta
had shown him some letters, which she pretended
I had written after my marriage, and that
it was not so."
"What did he say ?"
"Nothing, except when I asked him if he
| believed me, he said?'I believe you love me
i now ; but I also believe that you were engaged
to Mr. Howard when you accepted me. You
cannot deny this;' and then he left the room."
i "And were you engaged to Mr. Howard,
; then, Mary?"
"I did not think so; but for fear he might
] have that belief, I wrote him a letter before I
J engaged myself to John, telling him that I no
! longer cared for him, and that the understanding
between us was at an end ; but he says he
never received this letter. I think John is
acting very unjustly and cruelly toward me.
I should suppose two years' devotion to him
ought to have some weight in influencing his
| opinion as regards me."
"Hush ! Mary. You must not speak in this
way of your husband. You do not know the
| Leslie blood. It is slow to anger, and as slow
j to forgive. There never was greater devotion
j than John's to you ; but you must remember
i he has, what any one in his place would think,
1 certain proofs that you have deceived him.
He will require all these to be done away
with before he can restore you to his confidence."
"Why do you say there never was such love,
j Mattie? Do you think he does not love me
now ?"
"I know he loves you ; and in the future,
: when you have long forgotten this, it will be !
- - . I a 1 I
a cause ot griet to him to reniemoer uiai ne ,
! ever doubted you."
j "His love is uot like mine. No one could j
; ever have made me thiuk that he did not love ;
! me. Oh! Mattie, how much better it would 1
have been for all of you, if I had not married 1
I John! You see I have only caused trouble, i
i I begin to believe I am the 'stranger' in the
prophecy aunt Patsy told us of. I sometimes j
almost wish that I was dead."
"No, you must not think that; nor you must
not talk about dying, either. Don't yon
know there are many times in this life, when j
1 the struggle is, uot to die, but to live ? I so ,
. often think of that verse in the Bible: 'Men I
i
| shall seek death, and shall not. find it, and ,
shall desire to die, and death shall flee from
I '
: them.' You must make one more effort to \
convince John that you did not intend to do !
what was wrong; and then, if he will not be :
' conviuced, you will have to let the future
i prove to him that you are not untrue."
"It will be a hard life to lead ; but I sup- j
pose I must try. I think I had rather you
; would not mention the subject to him, Mat- '<
j tie. If he will not believe his wife's statement,!
j it is not likely he will believe yours. I hear
some one coming, so I will bid you good night." j
j Ah ! how much better it would be, if those
i words, "perfect confideuce," could be appreciated,
and more fully understood ! I have ,
heard persons say that no husband or wife,
; had a right to know anything of the past of
either party. IIow differently do I think !
But then, I am old-fashioned in my notions,
j believing in one love, and all that sort of
: thing. Times have changed since my day.
| Now it is always the present love which is the
1 true, though there may have been five hun-,
dred before. I am happy in my belief, and ;
i I hope others are in theirs.
I
CHAPTER XXIV. 1
I I scarcely closed my eyes that night, and
i when morning came, it found me still ponder:
ing the momentous question?'What is to be
! the end ?'
Soon after breakfast, John came into my i
tT*~ p
j room, ms moo was uhaiuus nuu wit-nwu,
1 and I could easily see that he was suffering
j intensely. After bidding me good morning,!
i he said?
i "Mattie, do you think you are well enough
! to attend to the management of affairs here
at home ?"
| "As regards the house-keeping, do you mean, i
; John ?"
"No. I spoke of out door matters. You
know you would only have to see that the accounts
with the hands are kept straight. Mr. j
Edmunds, the overseer, will see to everything i
else. Would it worry you too much for him I
to make his report to you every Saturday
night?"
"Certainly not, John. I am only sorry I
cannot go about as usual ; but if this is all
you wish me to do, I think I can safely promise
it shall be done. But why do you ask me
this ?"
He remained silent for a moment; then his
pale face flushed with emotion, as he answered?
"I thought I would like to leave home for a
short time."
"Where are you going ?"
"I have not decided yet; in fact, I don't
care much where I go."
"Docs Mary know of your intention?"
As I called her name, he rose and said,
hastily?
"Don't speak of her to me now, Mattie; I
cannot bear it."
And then I saw through it all. Mary and
himself were not reconciled, as I had hoped,
and he was going to leave home until he could
better command his feelings. I knew this was
the last opportunity I should have of sneaking
to him on the subject, and after lifting my
heart in silent prayer that God would bless
my efforts, I said?
"John, I know the cause of all your sorrow.
It is a delicate subject for a sister to mention ;
but I cannot let you be unjust to Mary and
untrue to the nobler instincts of your own nature,
without trying to prevent it You will
believe what I tell you, will you not?"
"Of course I will, Mattie; but it is not
worth while for us to discuss the subject. I
have been deceived, and all I have to do now
is to try to bear the terrible life which is before
me."
"But if I can prove that you have not been
deceived ?"
"That is impossible."
"Listen to what I have to say, at any rate,
John. It is the last time I shall ever speak
to you on the subject." And then I told him
everything. I did not try to shield Mary
from blame ; on the contrary, I said she had
done wrong; but added that she acknowledged
it also, and was truly sorry for her fault.
He remained silent until I had finished, and
then said?
"You have not heard all, Mattie, or you
would not think as you do. Henrietta
.Lewis?"
"Hush! John. I will not hear one word
about that woman. If you believe her statement
rather thau that of your own true and
loviug wife, and your sister, I have nothing
more to say. You cannot be more disappointed
in Mary than I am in you."
"Don't get anrgy with me, Mattie. I have
suffered so much lately, that I am scarcely responsible
for lohat I say or do."
"Then, John, don't leave home. You will
never cease to regret it if you do, my darling
brother, /know Mary to be all that is pure
and lovely and true; don't break our hearts
by your unjust suspicions."
"Iam not unjust, Mattie. You know how
much I love Mary; but it is because I do love
her that I cannot bear to be near her, believing
that she has deceived me."
"Very well, then; go if you think proper.
But if I have to choose between Mary and
yourself, I shall staud by her, for I know her
to be in the right."
I suppose my positive assertion must have
had some effect, for he said?
"I will wait a day or two, then," and after
a raoraent't pause he added, sadly?
"I thought nothing would ever part us,
Mattie, but it seems very easy for you to give
me up."
I could only place my hand in his, and
look in his face.
His eyes filled with tears ; he bent over and
kissed me, and then hurried from the room.
I saw nothing of Mary that day; but the
next morning, she came into my room on her
way to breakfast. She had only time to
?t- ?11 nAni nflf?
wmsper ; j.i 10 ?n ugim uun| u?>jiu6,
then she was gone.
One glance would have convinced me of
the fact, even if she had not spoken. Her
whole face was beaming with happiness, and
I could scarcely believe it was the same on
which I had seen
" The tint of grief?
The settled shadow of an inward strife."
John and Mary came in together to see
me. They both kissed me, and John said,
feelingly?
"How cau I ever repay you, Mattie, for all
your kindness to my little darling ?"
"I am fully repaid now, John, by seeing
you both so happy. She is very dear to me,
and she ought to love me very much, for I
never doubted her."
"Yes; but then you had heard the denial
from her own lips, betore the proof was produced.
However, it is all over now. The
letters have been burnt, and Mary and myself
are going over to pay our bridal visit to
Mrs. Howard this morning. I don't think it
will take her long to see that her efforts to
make us unhappy have proved fruitless."
Are you going to say anything to her on
the subject ?"
"No, please do not," said Mary; "I never
wish to hear those- letters mentioned again.
We can forgive her now for all that she has
done."
"Do you intend to say, that if we had not
'made friends,' as the children say, you could
not have done so ?" asked John, smiling.
"I intend to say exactly what I do say,
that neither Henrietta Howard nor any one
else, can mnke us doubt each other again."
She looked up in John's face, as she said
this, and I was not surprised at his kissing the
Imrl insf finished sneaking.
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CHAPTER XXV.
It was the first day I had been able to ride
out. The sun was shining brighter than I
ever remembered seeing it before. The little
birds were having their usual spring "choral
service," and all nature seemed singing one
mighty psalm of praise to the Almighty power
which had created it.
My own heart swelled with gratitude, as I
counted over the many blessings I had to be
thankful for, and among the first was the
sense of returning health. I more thoroughly
felt the pleasure of living; and if I had been
asked ut what time of my life I had been
most uuwilling to die, I should have said?
that day.
Nellie was driving with me. She held her
baby in her lap, and as they sat facing me, I
could not help thinking what a lovely picture
of "Mother and Child" they made. We had
driven some distance, when, on looking out of
the window, I saw a farm-house which was
not familiar to me. I
"Do you kuow who lives there, Nellie?" I
:asked.
"That is Mr. Harris' place. Mr. English
| lives there now, I believe."
"He must have altered the house very
much?I did not recognize it."
i "I am afraid that looks as if he intended
j remaining in the neighborhood, Mattie. Has
he ever said anything more to you about
! me?"
"No, nothing more than what I have told
you. You kuow I have only seen him once
, since I was taken sick."
i Just as I finished speakiDg, I saw Mr.
Walker approaching. I told Nellie not to
notice him, and perhaps be would not recog
niio no hut in nnr utter astonishment, he
-.w,
! stopped the carriage and got in.
"You do not seem very glad to see me, my
I children ?" was his remark.
My first impulse was to make the driver
stop and put the man out; but I saw that the
boy who was driving would be powerless in
his hands, so we could do nothing but submit
to his presence. Nellie remained silent, but
I said?
"No, we are not glad to see you."
"Ah ! well, I can enjoy your society if you
I caunot enjoy mine. Have you still that important
document in your possession, Mattie
?"
"No, I have sent it to a place of safety."
"That is, you hope you have."
"I know it; I have already heard of its
safe arrival."
He smiled at hearing this ; but continued
! his conversation by saying to Nellie?
"And this is ray little grand-daughter is it?
What is her name?"
"Mattie."
"I hope she may never have the same crime
to answer for that her aunt has," lie said,
looking at me.
"What crime is that?" I asked, indifferently.
"Murder 1"
"The charge is so absurd that it would be
! useless to speak of it."
"Perhaps you would not say so, if you
i knew that the man you shot at Elrawood that
night, has since died."
"Not of that wound." .
"Yes ; and it is in my power to have you
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tend to do the fair part by your namesake,
and leave her your share of the Elrawood estate."
"I have formed no plans for the future," I
replied.
I have never "known why it was he ordered
the carriage to stop just then. Perhaps it was
because he saw some one coming, and he did
not wish to be recognized. He was putting
his foot to the ground, when a horse without a
rider rushed by. In an instant our horses
started, and Mr. Walker was dragged several
yards, before the horses could be controlled by
the driver. It was too late; the damage had
all been done. He was frightfully cut, and
his features were scarcely discernible from the
injuries inflicted, his head having struck
! against the stones in the road.
We were much nearer Elmwood than his
home; so we decided to take him there. His
i head rested against my knee, on the pillow
which had been my support a few moments
before. He seemed perfectly insensible after
he was lifted from the ground, and we thought
at one time he could not live to reach the
house.
What a ride that was ! I cannot think of
it, even now, without a shudder ! Nellie sat
on the front seat of the carriage, her face buried
in her hands, her baby lying asleep on
her lap, while before me was the ghastly face
of the man who had been almost successful in
bringing ruin and disgrace on our family.
Fortunately, Harry and Johu were both at
home. Mr. Walker was carried directly to a
room, and a physician sent for. He gave
j little hope of the ultimate recovery of his patient,
but said he might linger for many
months. Nellie came directly to me and
said?
i "Mattie, what did he mean by saying you
j had committed murder ?"
"Only to frighten me, Nellie. You know
when the robbers came, I fired at them, and
one of them was hurt; but I do not believe
that wound caused his death. Try Dot to
think any more about it, darliug; he can
j never harm us again."
The gentlemen cf the family sat up with
! the injured man, and I, being worn out in
i mind and body, retired early.
It was about midnight that I became coni
sciou9 of a singular sensation about my head,
! reminding me of the passage in Scripture of
i "the cound of many waters." I thought I
j would call, but in attempting to do so, found
; I had no voice, and then?
CHAPTER XXVI.
I remember nothing more. They tell me
: that for three weeks I was delirious; but I
only know that I found myself, at the end of
! that time, lying on ray lounge, too weak even
i to raise my hand. My first question was?
"How is Mr. Walker?"
"He is better, darling," said Nellie. Her
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! were caused by the sound of my voice, which
she had thought never to hear again in this
! world.
"Have I been very ill ?"
j "Yes; but you are much better now. The
doctor says you must keep perfectly quiet
and not talk, or you will make yourself ill
aj?ain."
o
It seemed to me, after this conversation,
j that I was sleeping all the time. I suppose it
: was the effects of weakness, for whenever I
awoke they would give me nourishment, and
then I would sleep again. I had only pleas|
ant dreams, and when I look back, I find I
' was happier, during those weeks, than I had
ever been for many years before.
I was lying, one morning, half asleep, half
1 awake, when Nellie and the doctor entered
: the room. lie endeavored to wake me; but
though I heard and understood all he said, I
could not rouse myself sufficiently to answer
him. At length he said?
; "This is certainly the most singular case I
have ever met with in my practice. I cannot
account for this continued apathy."
Nellie asked : "Do you not think we ought
to rouse her in some way, Doctor ?"
i "Yes; but how is it to be done? We have
tried everything I can think of."
"Let me bring iu the baby. Perhaps she
will take notice to the child."
"Very well; you can try it."
Nellie left the room, and in the meanwhile
the doctor examined me critically. I felt
him raise the lid and look at my eye ; then I!
felt him pinch my hand; but still I could not i
move. The door opened, and Nellie entered,,
bringing my little namesake. She said?
"Mattie, here is the baby; won't you speak
to her?" j
I could make no answer. I felt the dear
j little hands stroke my pale sunken cheek, j
: and heard Nellie tell her to kiss me, which she i
j
i did ; but it was all in vain?I could not no- j
j tice her. As Nellie took Mattie in her arms j
' she burst into tears, and then I knew she |
thought I would never be well again.
"Can you think of nothing, Doctor?" asked
Nellie.
"No; we can only wait and see what the
end will be."
It was such a pleasant dream! I thought
that Owen and myself were together once
more. Even the remembrance of the loug
and weary years we had been separated had
vanished ; the freshness of youth was ours, with
no thought of care and trouble in the future.
I remember thinking I must be dying ; for I
had heard, in such moments, the past became
almost a reality, and then?I heard voices.
"Has he come?" asked the doctor.
"Yes," answered Nellie; "he is waiting
down stairs to hear if he may see her."
"It can do no harm, and it may benefit her.
Ask him to come up; but you must prepare
him for the change in her, and above all things,
charge him to control himself."
Nellie left the room, and whe^phe returned,
I heard a man's footstep following her. They
both came to my side, and then I heard a
deep sigh. Not a word was spoken for several
moments. At length Nellie said?
"Mattie, darling, I have brought an old
friend to see you. Will you speak to him ?"
"Please don't weary rae,'M said feebly;
"do let me die quietly."
"It is to save your life dear, that we ask
you to do this. Try and rouse yourself; only
look and see who it is that has come."
I opened ray eyes wearily, and saw?Owen
Morris standing near me! My face must have
expressed some of the happiness I felt, and
his lighted up, as he bent over and kissed me,
saying?
"My darling! My darling!"
"I put my hand in his, and said?
"Please leave us alone; I have so much to
say to him before I go."
The doctor drew Nellie away, and as they
left the room I heard him say?
"Thank God ! She will be better now."
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happy it made me to know that I could tell
him all the love that was in my heart; and
when I felt the shadow of death closing
around me, that his dear presence would
brighten the dark and gloomy way. For I
thought I should pass away from his arms to
that eternal rest which has been promised to
those that love God. But it was not to be,
I do not know how long we remained there
alone. It was nearly twilight when Nellie
came in, and she found me sleeping quietly.
She motioned Owen to give her his place beside
me; but he would not consent to that.
80 together they waited for that awakening
which was to bring either life or death to me.
"I am glad I am so much better," were the
first words I uttered. "It would be hard for
me to leave you all now."
"Which is a great compliment to us," said
Nellie, smiling, "as you expressed no regrets
until after Owen's arrival."
"I appreciate the compliment,"said Owen ;
"but, Nellie, I know you will agree with me,
that the life I have been the means, through
God's mercy,-of saving, ought to be mine in
the future."
"Yes, we will all agree to that."
And so it was settled ; the engagement between
Owen Morris and myself was recognized
by the family from that time. My recovery
was long and tedious, but was very pleasant.
I had so many to love and care for me, that I
was in a fair way of being petted too much.
I do not think it hurt me, though.
On inquiring after Mr. Walker, I found
that the doctor pronounced his case hopeless,
and Aver sinofi he had heard this, he had been
asking every day to see rae. For a long time
they would not tell me of this, thinking it
might excite rae; but as soou as I heard of it,
I insisted upon granting the poor man's request.
I shall never forget his appearance, as I entered
his room. His pale face was rendered
still more ghastly by the white bandage
around his head, and his eyes glistened with
an unnatural brightness, fearful to'see.
One of the most pitiful sights to rae, is the
incessant motion of the hands of those who
are near death, when I reflect that in a few
short hours they will be still forever; yet
striving, apparently, to grasp something which
always seems just beyond their reach. It appeared
to me that the sick man was motioning
away some spectre of his past life, which
was haunting him, even to his grave. But I
must tell of our interview.
[to be continued next week.]
Sardines.?There are few delicacies so
well known and so highly esteemed as the
sardine, and how very few know from whence
they come. The delicious flavor of the fish
when the tin is first opened, and the sweetness
of the oil (always supposing a good brand),
print their charms upon the memory. The
fishery is carried on generally from July to
November, all along the west coast of France.
! Two of the largest stations are at Douarennez
! onri CV?nf>nrnpiiu. Fleets of boats eo out some
| few miles and spread out their nets, by the j
i side of which some codroe is thrown to attract1
| the fish. The nets are weighted on one end,!
; and have corks attached to the other, so that |
: they assumea vertical position, two nets being
' placed close to each other, that the fish trying
| to escape may be caught in the meshes,
j Brought to land, they are immediately of-:
I fered for sale, for if stale by a few hours, i
j they become seriously deteriorated in value,;
, no first-class dealer daring to buy such. They
; are sold by the thousand. Thecurer employs
i large numbers of women, who cut off the
heads of the fish, wash and salt them. The
; fish are then dipped into boiling oil for a few
minutes, arranged in various sized boxes,
I filled with the finest oil, soldered down, then
put in boiling water for some time. Women
burnish the tin ; the labels are put on, or are ?
sometimes enameled on the tin, and then they
j are ready for export. It does not always
seem to be remembered that the longer the
! tin is kept unopened the more mellow do the
fish become; and, if properly prepared, age i
improves them as it does good wine. But if
they are too salt at first, age does not benefit,
thera?they always remain tough.
JST A school boy being asked by his teacher
how he should flog him, replied, "if you please,
sir, I should like to have it upon the Italian I
system of penmanship, the heavy strokes upward,
and the down ones light."
IpsttllattMus grading.
From the Woonnocket (R. I.) Patriot.
MRS. WINSLOW'S "SOOTHING SYRUP.
BY A MEMBER OF THE R. I. MEDICAL SOCIETY. |
Such was the cause of a child's death in j
Providence during the month of March, as re- j
ported by the Superintendent of Health. He
adds that no doubt a considerable number of
deaths every year are due to the same cause.
During a practice of six years I have seen at
least two instances in which immediate loss of
life could be traced to this syrup.
The extent to which this powerful patent
medicine is used in our community would be
astonishing to any one who, unlike the physi-1
sician, is not brought in direct contact with |
the fact.
Apothecaries and the country storekeepers j
testify to the immense amount of the article j
sold by them.
Frequently I find a mother giving it, and ]
upon inquiry learn that the child was perfectly I
well when the practice was begun, but that j
some kind neighbor had told her that it j
"helped teeth to come easy." Others begin I
its use because baby, unable to digest some
unnatural diet, keeps having colic or diarTn
font ilinpo oro a Knnrlrpd nnd miA
ailments, slight or otherwise, for which children
are thus "soothed."
Now what is it that mothers, who love their
children better than themselves, give so lavishly?
Its ingredients have been separated
repeatedly by chemists, all of whom report
that its soothing power rests in a large amount
of the most active principles of opium. Such
an examination made in San Francisco, of the
remaining contents of a bottle from which
two teaspoonfuls had been taken (which, by
the way, had killed a child,) resulted in obtaining
one grain of morphine. A grain of
morphine is equal to six grains of pure opium,
or one hundred and fifty drops of laudanum,
or six tablespoonfuls of paregoric. So that
when a mother administers a teaspoonful of
Mrs. Winslow's Soothing Syrup to her sick
baby, it is just the same as giving two teaspoonfulsof
paregoric, or fifteen dropsoflaudanura?
a frightfully dangerous proceeding. Physicians
are very careful in prescribing any form
of opium to young children, and for fhe following
reason: Opium possesses a quality
of rvf" i\nr>a.
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sionally acting with tremendous power upon
infants. A dose, which is perfectly safe for
one child of a year old, to another of the same
age may be certainly fatal. It is on this account
that doctors do not always relieve pain
in infants as quickly and surely as they do in
adults. They think it better to feel their way
carefully with a small dose at first, rather
than to give the full quantity at once at the
risk of destroying life. Of the need of all
this care parents know very little; indeed, they
could not be expected to know, without special
teaching, and the inference to be drawn is,
that they should not use dangerous tools with
which they are unacquainted.
But they often tell us : "I have given it to
all of ray children, and they are still alive."
Well such persons are fortunate to play with
razors and never f?el that they are cut. Perhaps,
however, they have been injured without
being killed outright. To my mind, a
greater harm can be done than simply to take
life.
There is another point in the administration
of opiates to which physicians pay the closest
attention; that is, not to continue their use
for a long time, if it can possibly be avoided.
Most persons have read the experience of
opium eaters. They invariably describe the
hold acquired by the habit as far greater than
that of drunkenness. A writer in the Atlantic
Monthly, a few years ago, made a remark to
the following enect: "urunKaras aia nave
some help, some feeble points of support, in
returning to a life of sobriety; but to the
opium eater, reform was like crawling over
burning coals of fire on bare hands and knees."
Thousands of mothers make just such
opium eaters of their darling offspring, for
whom they would shed the last drop of their
blood. They constantly notice how the child
is wakeful, tossing and wailing, when the
habitual draught of soothing syrup is withheld.
Such agony is not caused by any localized
pain, but by the distress of a craving
appetite, worse even than the drunkard feels
when denied his daily dram. Thus the first
few doses are often given for colic, while the
hundreds which follow are to cure the disease
produced by the medicine, and the longer the
habit continues the more difficult and even
dangerous is its cessation.
But this is not all. For a time the effect of
the drug is to constipate the bowels, to overcome
which castor oil or some other health
destroying cathartic is frequently forced upon
the unwilling child. By and by a reaction
occurs, the opiate now relaxes the bowels, a
prolonged diarrhoea sets in, which, especially
if it be the hot season of the year, frequently
terminates fatally.
Any attempt of the family physician to
check such a disease is resisted by various
causes. The general health has been seriously
impaired by the imperfect digestion which
is invaflfcfoly produced by anodyne medication
; again, opium, the sheet-anchor of the
physician in diarrhoea, is now useless. So an- j
other blossom fades while it is but a tender
bud, and the registrar's death-list has another !
victim charged to summer complaint, when it
should be written, "Poisoned by Mrs. Wins- j
low's Soothing Syrup."
And in those cases where the children do !
nnf flip frnm thp hnhit. t.hfl efffifits UDOU the
system long remain. If a human being be
half stupefied for the earliest months of his existence,
when growth is most rapid, may we
not expect an indelible impression to be made
upon the constitution ? Would it be strange
if the appetite for narcotics thus early formed,
should, in riper years, develop into a love for
opium or alcohol ? But time does not allow
of ray tracing all of the ills which accrue from j
the use of this one pateut medicine.
Now what is to be said in its favor? It j
must be valuable, else people would not use it1
to any such alarming extent. . Certainly |
opium is the most important of all drugs, as ;
well as one of the most dangerous. Knowing !
this, if mothers still persist in making use of j
it, why not obtain one of the regular opium
mixtures used by physicians, which possess
the advantage of having a known strength, ;
and therefore known dose, are cheaper, and, !
what is of real importance, are declared to be
and to possess all the powers and none of the
dangers of opium.
Perhaps, however, the good women of the !
Blackstone valley have a sort of sympathy j
with kind Mrs. Winslow, whom they look
upou as a large hearted grandma, trying to !
eke out a precarious existence by the sale of
her comfort bearing "syrup." "Ah!" you
think, "what a dear old soul she must be ;
how the milk of human kindness overflows,
as she beams upon us through her gold-bowed i
specs."
Go to New York. Observe that splendid !
turn-out in Central Park, driven by a stylish
young man who owns a residence to corres
pond; that is the benevolent Mrs. Winslow! j
Each bottle that you buy is put up by his
employes at less than the following cost:
Morphine, about 1 cent.
Syrup, " 1 "
Bottle, " 1 "
Stamp, " 2 ?
5 cents.
For this you pay 35 cents, which leaves to
him a profit of near 30 cents on each bottle.
Not knowing how many thousand bottles he
puts up every uay, x unuuuii jvu ...?
act income, but it is evident you need not
waste any sympathy upon him lest he die in
the poor house.
In concluding, I would state my conviction,
that no form of opium should ever be given to
children except in accordance with the instruction
of the family physician.
If this rule were followed, one of the greatest
injuries that fond mothers unwittingly inflict
upon their unresisting babes would cease,
and no more would the registrar be forced to
make the record, "Poisoned by Mrs. Winslow's
Soothing Syrup."'
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"THE SPIRIT OF THE SOUTH."
To the Editors of the Boston Advertiser:
Will you permit a few words on the subject
of your article entitled "The Spirit of the
South," and the series of extracts from Richmond
newspapers ? Three months passed in
the South during the winter and spring entitle
me to speak with some confidence of the
situation there, and I may add that my own
observations and opinions have been shared
and confirmed by hundreds of thoughtful people
from the North, out of twenty-five thousand
who have visited Florida and the South
this last winter. These persons, intelligent
men and women from all parts of our country,
have been largely Republicans in politics,
anxious for the education and elevation of the
colored people, and most tenacious of what are
called the results of the war. I do not care to
offer your readers any South-side views or
"copperhead" comments, nor even the political
fault-findings of the Democracy. I would
have this question understood at the North as
it has been seen by Republicans?and Republicans
only.
It is a tedious matter to discuss the measures
adopted for the reconstruction of the
South, or to apportion the blame upon exPresident
Johnson or the South, or the failure
to adopt the wise recommendations of Governor
Andrew's farewell address. Whatsoever
the cause of the muddle which now exists, the
result is simply horrible. In our desire to
protect the colored people from a real or supposed
hostility of their former masters we have
given the suffrage to them all?most of them
hopelessly ignorant; we have organized them
into political leagues; elevated-them into positions
of high trust, for which they are deplorably
unsuited; and then handed them over
in the helplessuess to the most corrupt and
incompetent set of shysters, called carpet-baggers,
from the North, of which it is possible to
! conceive. I have yet to learn of a single man
who has gone from the North to better his political
fprtunes (who is "on the make," as they
themselves tell you,) who has any real, earnest
desire to help the colored people or the community
in which he lives. One of these carpet-bag
politicians, in reply to a question of
mine upon investments, remarked that he
"wasn't fool enough to invest in the South ;
when he had made his pile he should leave the
d?d concern."
It is impossible for Northern people to understand
the terrible corruption at the South,
which is still kept alive by a careless or designed
use of the patronage and political influence
at Washington. We have organized
society at the South upside down. Ignorance
and crime override intelligence and decency.
The great educational, financial, commercial,
charitable and political interests of the States
are entrusted to our common field hands of
the South and unprincipled adventurers from
the North ! Can you wonder that these people
desire to free themselves of this tyranny
and corruption ? Such a state of things is contrary
to nature, God's laws, and all the teachings
and the wisdom of mankind. Such governments
are the most grotesque travesties;
they command no respect from black or white;
they are a scandal and disgrace to them and
to us. And does it help us of the North in
any way, to have a lot of men, the natural
nrndnnt nf this condition of things, sent into
the halls of Congress to legislate for us, there
to become the tools of bad men, and ready to
combine with vicious elements from the North
and West? It certainly is of some consequence
to us that the twenty-four senators
and eighty or more representatives from the
South should be cl$an and intelligent men.
We can have them reasonably so if we desire;
but not by sustaining the present state of
things.
It may seem singular that the colored roan
should go, as he invariably does, to the native
whites for advice in the care of his family, his
money, and all his temporal concerns, except
his politics. He won't vote with the whites
because, like the Indian, he worships the great
father at Washington, and minds the orders
of his political league. Gradually and surely
these oppressed people are finding out, amidst
their weary search for true friends, that the
politicians who have settled among them "on
i the make" are not the wisest and best ofguides.
| There is no hostility?at least the writer has
never seen any?between the former masters
and their farmer slaves. The blacks go to
these men for advice; they even, in many instances,
support their old masters or mistresses
who have been stripped of their all by the
war. I know that the leading gentlemen of
Charleston, old and young, are studying the
| problems of race and government with an
earnest desire for the welfare of its blacks,
i They feel that their own prosperity, for weal
or woe, is iudissolubly bound up with that of
the colored race, and that^race must be educated
and trained to citizenship. The general
satisfaction with the colored police of Charleston,
and the favorable comments from old
resideqts, are a proof that the whites are willing
and anxious to have the colored people
do whatever they can do well. To make judges,
adjutant and major-generals, State and congressional
legislators of them in their present
ignorance, and in league with bad whites from
the T^orth, is simply reducing society and government
to chaos, and creating a state of things
which augurs no good for the colored race.
A oV?e\A "XTT?onnklinon fnlrl
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roe that he could Dot possibly reconcile the
conservation of public morals and the public
welfare with this deluge of ignorance and corruption
let loose upon us by the measures of
reconstruction; he thought every step in the
process since 1865 had been a' terrible blunder,
from which there seemed no escape. It
would beeasy to quote high political and military
authority in support of these statements;
and many influential business men and capitalists,
and persons interested in philanthropic
movements, and students of social problems,
have returned to their homes from their
Southern visit determined to do something to
enlighten the public as to the outrageous state
-* ^ ~ ? C7nl,ll? A ?/1 n? V* o f okoll Vva
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the remedy ? It is difficult to say; but one
thing can be done, and that is create a public
sentiment which shall enable the Southern
States to rid themselves of their present political
rulers, white and black ; and secondly,
withhold all government and political patronage
from men known to be connected with
the "rings" in the South; and we can safely
leave the rest to time. A. J. C. S.
Bfeg- A friend says : Going to Cape May the
other day, we saw a man leaning over the
railing of the upper deck, and with violence
giving to the winds the contents of his stomach.
Just at this juncture, one of the boat's
officials walking briskly by, asked in a patronizing
manner-*-"Sick, sir ?" "You don't
suppose I am doing this for fun, do you ?"
said the poor fellow indignantly, as soon as
he could recover his breath.
BH&T The Rev. Dr. Rutledge, of Illinois, has
lost not only his watch, but his pulpit, by betting
at "three-card monte."
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