The Lexington dispatch. [volume] (Lexington, South Carolina) 1870-1917, March 12, 1902, Page 7, Image 7
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shall never forget the joy with
which I received the news of my appointment.
It was a year after I
left the university. Strange to say, 1
my first feeling as I received mv ap
pointmeiit as teacher in the female j
gymnasium of the city of X. had
nothing to do with the improvement
in our economical status
which it implied. I remember that
feeling so clearly that it seems as if
it had all happened but an hour
ago. Maybe it is because of the occurrence
which it foreshadowed and
which was destined to leave such a
deep trace on my life that I recall
it so vividlv every time I think of it. i
However that may be, the first exclamation
which I made mentally
as I received a letter announcing
my appointment was not, "Xow I
shall have about 100 rubles a
month!" but, "Xow I shall teach a
class of beautiful girls and fall in
love!'
Do not laugh. If you had been
brought up under the same conditions,
you would be in a similar flurry.
I was what is called a good boy j
and never left my books. When in j
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lest I should fail to pass my examinations
and thus cause mother unnecessary
expense and worry. Besides,
I had inherited from my father
a retiring, studious nature, and
the very thought of young ladies
would make my heart beat fast with
a feeling of diffidence and timid it v.
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iWhen I learned about the gymnasium
where I was to teach physics,
I beheld a class made up of twenty
or thirtv beauties. Whv all beaufioc:
T rrm1d not have explained. but
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there thev were?all young and rosv
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cheeked, all tall and all with bashful
blue eyes.
I, too, grew bashful as I thought
of them in their brown dresses and j
black aprons. They lured me, ea- j
ressed my soul, agitated my heart, j
threw me into a disquieting ecstasy
which was as novel to me as it was I
sweet and painful.
It had taken me three hours to i
. dress. I was to make my first ap- j
pearance at the gymnasium, and my j
first lesson was in the highest class, |
which was made up of girls of sev- j
I enteen or eighteen. Xo student pre- J
paring for examination ever trembled
as I did on that morning. It
was as if instead of scholars I was
to face twenty or thirty ruthless examiners,
each with an incisive pair
of eyes readv to pounce upon my
poor bashful self. I could hear
them giggle at my expense, make
jokes about my awkwardness, my
necktie, mv looks.
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When I entered the classroom, I
struck an attitude of exaggerated
severity. To prove to myself that I
was not afraid of the girls I spoke
ridiculously loud. I almost shouted.
As I went on explaining the distinction
between ehemistrv and
Ph ysics I frowned on my class, looked
daggers at the front row and altogether
behaved as if I bore them
a personal grudge.
"'Isn't he stern ?" I overheard one
girl whisper to another. A thrill of
pride ran through me. "You're all
right/' I said to myself, and, elated
with the impression I had produced,
I began to feel more at ease and to
* stride up and down the room with
the manner of an old timer. I was
in the seventh heaven. Two girls
were talking in the rear seats.
"Silence!" I thundered.
There was a suppressed chuckle
at this, and mv heart sank within
me. I was the most miserable
wretch in the world.
Yv'hen I got home, I lay down on
my lounge to think over I did not
know what, and as I tried to pass
. the ffirls in review it came over me
that I had not made out a single
face. I could not say whether they
were pretty or homely, dark or fair.
A blurred imatre of vounar ladies in
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gymnasium uniform was all I had
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carried away.
The next time I had a lesson in
the same class I called out Mile,
livshkina. She had evidently given
much time to her lesson, but she
had it all wrong, and, strange to
say, the more she blundered the
more I liked to hear her recite, it
was so charming to hear her go on
with the explanation which she did
% not understand herself. You should
have heard her rattle on about phenomena
and laws. To judge from
her manner one would have thought
she was sure of her ground and i'elt
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a Die to give cams anu spuuus uj uu
teacher. Her dark brown eyes blazed
with enthusiasm, and as she recited
she gently jerked her head and
now and then waved her hand. There
was grace in her movements.
"This is the one I am going to
fall in love with," I said to myself,
and a week or two later I was so
far gone that I was afraid of my
own shadow. Mile. Ityshkina and
the other girls in the class seemed
^ to have discovered the secret of my
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heart, to make fun of me, to think
of nothing but my insane love for
Maria Yasilyevna Ryshkina. Suppose
the director finds it out ? Why,
that would be terrible. The shame
of it! Besides it might lead to all
sorts of disagreeable situations and
finally to my losing the position.
The teacher of mathematics in
the higher classes of the male gymnasium
fell sick, and the work was
divided between another man and
myself. It only took me one hour a
day and did not in the least interfere
with my lessons at the female
gymnasium.
The most stupid member of the
eighth class was a fellow named
Krassoff. He did not seem to have
a clear idea as to the difference between
the size of an angle and the
length of its sides, flow they had
passed liirn to the highest class "was
more than I could understand. But
he was very diligent and his struggles
with his geometry (we were reviewing
the curriculum of the lower
classes for the final examinations)
touched my heart.
I was so madly in love that I
seemed to be mutely praying everybody
to help me convey my feeling
to the young lady to whom I dared
not speak except in the stern accents
of a teacher addressing his pupil.
I had never been in such a
meek, almost tearful, mood. I was
the kindest man in the world, and
every sufferer or victim aroused my
sympathy. I invited Krassoff to
mv house, <ravo him a few private
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lessons, patiently went over the elements
of the subject with him, and,
flushed with success, I spoke to
him of my past and got him to tell
me about himself.
Outside of his studies he proved
to be quite a sensible fellow. He
even had a sort of humor which I
thought delightful. I also liked his
honest face and his manly figure.
As to him, he was rather shy and
slow to cast off all restraint, but one
evening, after a few hearty words
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and he said:
"Ah, Semyon Semyon ovitch, I
know I am stupid and that it's no
use studying. But I am in love
with an angel, and it is for her sake
that I am sitting up nights, trying
to drive my lessons through this !
iron forehead. She would take me
as I am. She said so. But I pledg- I
ed myself to he an educated man, to
be worthy of her."
"Tell me who she is," I commanded
him, pressing his hand and all |
but falling 011 Lis neck and kissing i
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him. It was all I could do to keep
myself from giving away my own
secret.
"You know her," he answered.
"She is your scholar. It's Mile.
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toel.
I let go his hand. I felt as though
the floor was giving way under me,
but at the nest moment I was overcome
with fear lest he should divine
the cause of my sudden change, and,
putting on a mask, I fell to clap- j
ping my hands.
"Bravo! Glad to hear it, old bov!" I
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I shouted. Of course my voice did i
not ring true, but Krassofi was in a
ferment of all sorts of feelings, so
he did not notice it.
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Bight years have passed. Ivrassoff
is practicing law. He is quite
successful, and often as I make my 1
way home after lessons I meet Maria
Vasilvevna driving. I don't call
on them. Am I still in love? I
hardly think I am. But so far I
have not been interested in any otli~
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I was in her. Maybe I had in me
just love enough for one attachment;
maybe I am still destined to
love and to be loved. At all events,
mv heart feels so empty, so empty!
Ah, if you knew how hard it is to I
live as I do!
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directly on the best blood purifiers, '
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Catarrh. Send for testimonials free, j
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Toledo, 0. j
Sold bv druggists, price 7oc.
Hall's Family Pills are tbe best.
Diamond Dyes, of all colors, arc
constantly in stock, at the Bazaar.
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Seventy-five Thousai
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We must have room for our Big Spring Purchases and we are overloadc
until next season. Cost not coi
Men's 10.00 and 8.50 dollar Suits at ?4.98.
Men's IS, 18 and 15 dollar Suits at ?9.98.
Men's 3.00, 2.75, 2.50 and 2.25 dollar Trousers at ?1.49 per pair.
atn an n hf* j. XO nnrl 4 >.") dollar Trousers at 82.98 per pair.
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All our Men's 5.00, 4.00 and 4.75 dollar Shoes at ?2.98 for this sale. |
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down a decision today adverse to the I the same time they got over the habit j ;
claimants on account of death and ! breaching. j ;
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isidered. The stuff must go.
Dress Goods, Etc.
3000 pieces of Fine Dress Goods, in all colors, qualities, etc., at 35
to 40 per cent, under the present market value.
500 Men's Macintoshes Coats at 89 cents each, sold everywhere at
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onderful Values!
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